DANCE is life <3

2009-04-24T07:45:00.001-07:00

Hmm this will be one of the last few posts i post in this blog. It just feels weird blogging now, with the idea that some people who don’t know me will read and judge me based on what i write. I’m not saying people do, but its just weird publicising my thoughts to anyone and everyone who bothers reading. I’m too lazy to lock this blog, so i’m gonna move to another url, ask me if you want to know and know i wouldn’t mind :D or if i’m excited i’ll probably just tell you myself haha!

I should close this blog down, but i like the URL haha! can’t really bear to give it up to someone else :P I think its cool even if you don’t think so (:

Thats all, see you next time or not at all (: This blog’s so boring anw –.-

Reflective (:

2009-04-03T05:46:00.001-07:00

I suddenly feel like blogging again. Sort of feel really reflective and just want to write down my thoughts. Maybe I’ll understand myself better after this (;

Lol got back my Math test today, the results are quite horrible but surprisingly (or maybe not), I'm not really upset by it. Maybe its because I'm used to failing maths –.- History essay was not bad though. Funny that though it was over 25 my marks were better then my maths which was over 35 –.- Hahah well, I'm just amused (:

Dance was fine at first. I gave it my all, except that i didn’t really smile cos of a small ulcer, and i really felt happy when I danced and realised that my body listened to me :D Bevan drilled a lot today, and though i was really tired i was really happy too, because i want us to look really synchronised, and its not often we’re drilled like today. It makes me feel as if we’re really working towards our goal/GOLD. And i think its sorta fun to be drilled together, it really gives you a sense of satisfaction when you realised (or think) that you’re all moving together as one. Maybe its just me, but it makes me feel like we’re bonding LOL (:

After a while I started seeing yellow spots though, which was my own signal that i was gonna faint –.- and i did black out during one instant after a while, and fell at the curtain while running. I friction burned(?) my ankle ): so i rested from then on, cos felt quite bad with no strength at all and my brain was numb –.- thanks to those that fanned me, gave me a drink and asked how was i doing, now I'm really fine :D maybe cos it wasn’t so stuffy anymore (:

Hmmm some people say I’m weak, but I'm not offended, cos I think i really am –.- I’m a very unhealthy person who feels faint easily lol. And i have a weak ankle and am generally clumsy and injure myself. I’m not proud of it, but i know its true. I should take some tonics maybe, even Mr. tan said i look like i got ping2 xue3, which i don’t know what's it called in english, maybe flat blood haha (: Oh well I’ll try to be strong anw, SYF is coming, can’t afford to lose time :/

And at least I can say that i tried hard enough, tried my best, to do what i can. I do my part of the dance properly, don’t slack unless i don’t feel well, and i can say all these w/o feeling guilty of lying. I’m not going to pinpoint, but i know some of you won’t be able to say it truthfully. I know I may not make a good dance head, a good leader. I’m not an inspirational speaker, and am not as responsible as i should be, though i try. I know i may have a lot of flaws as a role model for the juniors to look up to, but i do try my best and I'm not ashamed to say that. I’m not saying that you all have to agree with me, i just hope that all of you can say the same as me, that it that you’ve given it your all, without any regrets.

Regret is the worse thing you can feel after a performance, and you’ll just keep on wondering if you had given it your all, whether things might have ended differently.

I know i won’t regret that i didn’t do my best, but I'll probably regret that i, as the dance head wasn’t able to do my part in spurring the juniors on, letting them see the common goal we all have and working as one towards that goal. This is a sad thing, I’ll try to improve, but sometimes words just don’t get into people’s head, and then, I'll just have to take things in my stride, just like Anthea said. Something's just cannot be changed, you just have to accept it i guess. I will try and not give up though (:

Also, to my dancers, I'm sorry for like flaring up at you all sometimes, but i think you all should know your mistakes when you make them. I care about others opinions of me, but I'd rather be seen as a bad person than one who regrets not pointing out others mistakes/flaws when doing so might help the whole group. I can’t help it if you all blame me, but what i want in the end is something not only for me, but for all of us dancers. I may be mean or insensitive sometimes, for that I'm sorry. Also i think that when people seem to be angry, we should all think and reflect about what we might have done to cause the anger, or even if its not directed to you, maybe we can think of ways to help the situation. I myself is not good at that, maybe we can just all work together to improve ourselves, and through it, work towards our goal (at least i hope its yours too)

Well that's all i guess, i do love my CCA and the people in them, because no matter who you are, you make up part of the family (:

Anw I'm just reflective, not upset or feeling negative because I'm actually quite happy (:

:(

2009-03-14T08:00:00.001-07:00

Well today was a sorta sucky day that started off well. I realised that one shouldn’t hope. It only causes disappointment and unhappy feelings. It sounds sceptic but its sort of true, I found that out this week. Sometimes its probably best to expect the worse and be happy when good things happen –.-

Yea but it was really unexpected, blame me for thinking to simply. All i was thinking of the good, and looking forward to it, not knowing that it would ruin my day. And i guess a lot of times its just circumstances making fun of us, cos even if i wanted to, there’s nobody to blame. Everyone thinks of things differently, and have different viewpoints. Its not really fair to accuse others from seeing things their way when you yourself do it too, but sometimes i just can’t stop myself. Its a pensive day –.-

I really don’t know why this affected me so much. It just did. And i can’t stop tears from welling up in my eyes every time i think about it. Ha I was watching my tv show, and the tears just kept flowing. I said the show was touching, but I don’t think anyone believed me. But its times like this you see how much some pp mean to you, and how much they care :D Really a big thank you, to all of you, even the you who was the root cause of all this (i’m not saying its your fault), I really love you all <3

Anw the past few days were alright, other then a few unhappy moments. I hope everything will be alright, at least i’ll try my best to make it so. Maybe there really are obstacles people need to overcome in life before they can have a happily ever after. I don’t know why, but I can’t see mine. Yet. But I won’'t stop believing in it.

Vanessa learnt a lesson today.

2009-03-10T05:41:00.001-07:00

I don’t feel like doing anything so i’ll just blog haha (:

Dance was alright yesterday, though we got locked out of the room for a while. I want the key to the dance studio lol. And I was putting on my jazz shoes when i realised I got one big one and one small one -.- For a moment I thought my feet shrank drastically lol. In the end we found out that me and maureen brought mixed up pairs of shoes home haha (:

We polished a bit of diamonds and added the last part, and now i have so much more things to do lol. I still dunno how to get up from that split nicely, look so chor lor -.-

Today was okay, but got quite tired of school after LA when we researched for PW ): At least bio didn’t require my brain cells –.- And i had fun planning bout sth during lessons lol. Its gonna be awesome. At least it is in my brain :D And vincent said I was idiotic and made me really angry, that i seperated our tables for the whole morning -.-

Went home with NA, then realised I was locked out of the house T.T sat at the steps for a while, then someone came to accompany me :D we stayed at the playground for round 1 hour, cos he scared the kids away :P And I still can’t believe I believed him lol. It’ll be payback time soon :D

I shall go do my overdue homework now :(( lol.

2009-03-08T00:16:00.001-08:00

Haven’t blogged for a while, cos there’s nth much for me to blog actually –.-

I just felt like blogging bout dance (: haha i think its really cool, the way so many of us year 4s are all working so hard together just to strive for that gold. Its like we bond even more now that we all have a common goal :) Thats my thoughts anw. And i just hope the juniors can understand what we’re feeling, feel it too and work hard for this gold. I know a lot of us are doing our best, pespiring and dancing through muscle aches, just to show that EDS dance can do it too. We’re not just a CCA group that’s funny, we’re one who has the substance, the potential to do well. So it really irritates me when i see that some of us don’t treat this as a big thing, or just gives attitude when we’re trying to improve the whole item. This gold doesn’t only benefit us, its YOUR gold too so i don’t get why you aren’t willing to work for it. And none of you are probably gonna read this, but i shall just tell you that if because of your bad attitude, you jeopardise our chances of getting good results, letting all our efforts go down the drain, all of us are gonna come after you. And we won’t be nice :) well, at least i won’t –.-

Anw on a brighter side, though bevan didn’t come on friday, we managed to clean up quite a bit. It might not seem like much, but we did our best, and i do feel that its much neater in some areas. But siyin and xinwei lost their voice cos of it :( i feel quite guilty i didn’t shout more to prevent that :(

Sat’s training was alright, then we had comm meeting :D it was fun and productive, to me anw (: haha i hope you all enjoy this camp, we sure put in a lot of effort for it (:

Oh and haha siyin and me have matching jackets :D

We have dance 2mr, i hope it’ll be good :)

2009-02-18T06:36:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SIYIN! :D

Haha may you have a wonderful birthday, I’m quite sure you had, and your present will be belated lol. I saw it but haven’t got it yet –.-

Anw you’ve been a wonderful friend, its kind of a pity how we were nvr close though we knew each other since P4 –.-:) Haha I didn’t expect our relationships to be the thing which brought us closer together :) You’ve been very understanding and nice to talk to, and your silliness makes the day so much brighter :D

And you’re a wonderful EDS chair, i’m sure no one else could do a better job or put in as much effort as you. So whatever you do we’ll be behind you and together, we’ll bring EDS to greater heights haha :D

Lol i dunno what else to say –.- I was nvr good at birthday wishes –.-

Yay a typical Siyin action :P haha :D

And best of luck for everything in the following year! :D Love you lots haha <3 though someone loves you more i’m sure :)

2009-02-18T05:10:00.001-08:00

I’m kinda screwed now. Getting bothered by small things and being angry very easily. Its damn petty but i can’t stop myself. I think I need more rest cos i’m so tired that i’m frequently crankky.

Anw SORRY to all that i got angry at though it wasn’t exactly much to do with you pp. And even if i didn’t realise but was just cranky at you, sorry too. I shall rest more today and be a happy and reasonable girl once again :) at least i hope i was reasonable last time –.-

Thanks to all that put my with my bad attitude. I know you got the worst of it and i’m currently overreacting but it just really bothers me a lot. Sorry.

I shall blog bout happier stuff when i upload my pics :D

And i’m happy now cos there’s no major homework due anytime recently and chem test is over (though i’m sure i failed)

Oh and to another you, i thought you knew but apparently you don’t. I’m not angry bout it anymore, just sorta incredulous to your oblivious ways –.-

P.S. thank you NA for the curry puff haha! :D

2009-02-06T20:11:00.001-08:00

I didn’t want to blog about this, but i decided to. Not to broadcast, just to hope you’ll read this and understand though i doubt you will cos i don’t want to make it obvious –.- hai its just hopeless.

I’m really quite angry, but not exactly angry, its just cos i can’t find a suitable word for what i’m feeling. Its like a mixture of anger, betrayal, indignance (?) and probably hurt.

From the start i wasn’t too happy already, but it was just sort of irritating, but its getting worse and you’re like so insensitive that you don’t even realise. I was trying to give you the reaction you wanted, but failing miserably in my attempt, and though my face was right there for you to read you didn’t realise and continued straight on. Do you actually think of what others will feel before you say and do stuff? Its either you are that insensitive or you do it on purpose which i really doubt so and hope its not the case, cos if its so, you wouldn’t be the person i know at all. If so, you’re insensitive. I mean everyone has times where we’re insensitive of other’s feeling, i’m not really the epitome of sensitivity or anything, but you’re quite extreme. You were in my shoes before, did you nvr feel the way i felt when other people did the same to you or maybe you just didn’t think of it. I don’t really know why i feel betrayed, its just this feeling bcos I nvr expected you to do what you did recently. Its like i know 2 of you now, the one i really like as my friend bcos i enjoy your company and the one i can really dislike if i didn’t know you as a friend first. Its sort of a dilemma, but at the same time not, i’m just really confused. Do i tell you straight to the face and risk ruining our friendship or just keep it forever and be a hypocrite, putting on a happy face in front of you but still feeling that sense of betrayal whenever you mention it. I don’t really know why i’m reacting so big to this, the other thing i found out yesterday was definitely meaner then this, but maybe that didn’t affect me so much cos i didn’t know the other person, i was even amused at first –.-

Oh well, i guess i’m stuck to being a hypocrite for now. It really sucks. I really didn’t expect this to happen, nvr knew you would do such a thing. Its not your fault at all actually, because it can’t really be helped if you think that way, but i would really have appreciated it if you kept it to yourself and not let me know.

Ugh i’m screwed up, i think i might be better off socially if nothing happened last year.

And maureen, thanks for listening, understanding and making me feel better :) siyin too, for pointing out what’s really important. And justin, for letting me pretend you were that person and typing a freaking long message to you –.- Though it made me cry, i felt a little better after that. Oh and my juniors who were sort of understanding and a little indignant on my behalf :) haha thanks pp :D

I shan’t think of this anymore after i post this, unless sth else happens, and i really hope not.

2009-02-06T19:16:00.001-08:00

Haha haven’t blogged in around a month, but suddenly felt the urge to do so again haha :)

Just some random pics first.

Lol I spent 11 bucks on this block of thing. But I couldn’t not buy it cos I apparently have a weakness for colour paper haha :)

Clockwind rabbit or whatever its called. So cute and small :D

Candlelit dinner at home lol. So cool. I think its really pretty :)

My cousin’s daughter. One of a twin, her twin’s sleeping. She’s actually cuter but she closed her eyes and moved –.- :)

Another cousin’s son, I was trying to get him to go into the box haha! Aren’t all my small relatives cute :D

Sandcastle pictures though its a little late :)

Haha I have lots to blog about, but it’ll be very dreary and I probably won’t rmb what I want to say lol.

Oh last sunday I went to my cousin’s informal wedding and i met another cousin i haven’t seen in years. She’s the same age as me and i didn’t really intend to talk to her but in the end we just kept talking. Haha it was quite fun, enjoyed her company. And she’s taller then me –.- We’ve been comparing height since we were babies and she' always seem to be taller then me by just a little bit. And the little bit is really little, 1 cm only –.- But other then her and her family, I’m taller then all my other female relatives on my father’s side. Apparently we all have short genes –.- haha :)

And this year I find the class a little more bonded, its just how i feel. The whole class put in a lot of effort into the CNY deco and we were all very pleased with the end result though we didn’t win. Its really a very comfortable feeling cos we can like feel the class effort. I thought it was nice enough to win but oh well, at least we had fun together:D

Part of the class had steamboat after CNY celebration, at Isabella’s mom restaurant. The food was really nice ;D And speaking of food, I always have food in class :D there’s like one big packet of sweets to keep me awake in class, then biscuits so i won’t starve:D haha i need to replenish my supply le lol :)

Haha EDS has been lots of fun this year, it always cheers me up ;D we had comm meeting on thurs, then it was quite productive at first. Afterwards me, maureen, ck stayed back to ~~do work~~ gossp:P haha for the first time i actually could communicate with ck and apparently he felt the same lol. I nvr thought i would rant everything to mau with him there haha. And they 2 are really so funny together ;D

yesterday had prac, but really like the conditioning, it was horrible:( and i had to try on the costumes, it was a tube! like omg, i don’t even wear sleeveless w/o a jacket and you ask me to wear a sleeveless –.- but it was quite ok in general, though eveything was like too big haha. Maybe i became skinnier :D –.-

After CCA went to KFC with Mau, Jialing, SinYee, Natasha and Casandra. It was casandra’a birthday! :) We spent almost 2 hours at KFC, then had ice fight haha. Haha maureen flew aeroplanes at keith and made sinyee aim ice at the Np people sitting in front of us. Really fun ;) i learnt how to spit ice again haha! and we gossiped lots before moving to Macs and getting a ‘cake’ for casandra and the gossiping more haha!

Hmmm for the last few fridays, i got closer to some of my y3 juniors. Haha and i haven’t thanked you all for waiting with me while i was waiting for him :) i nvr thought i would talk so much with you, and your company really made me happy ;D i nvr knew how much fun you all were, and i sort of regret that we didn’t get to interact much before this year. But anw i’m glad i have such nice juniors, i won’t worry when we pass EDS down to you all :) you make me happy haha :D

Haha and for Maureen, needless to say you always could cheer me up. Or rather, make me calm down and feel better :) You were the only one i could really talk to about the events recently, i think i’ll probably be a bottle on the brink of exploding if it wasn’t for you. Haha talked to you quite a lot the pass few days, you nvr fail to make me feel better ;) thanks for your cookies too! :D

Thats all :)

SUCKY Day T.T

2009-01-09T07:30:00.001-08:00

Argh today was like one of the worst days in my life. The morning was anw –.- I can’t believe i forgot so many stuff lah lol.

To start, i wanted to eat half boiled egg for breakfast, then the egg was so damn big that only half was cooked, the other was still membrane eew :/ i had to microwave my egg 6 times, flip it here and there before it looked remotely edible. And it tasted awful T.T

Then on the way to the bus stop, i rmbed i didn’t bring money for the jazz shoes. But that wasn’t too bad cos i could borrow money from some nice pp :) then i continued walking, and then i realised i didn’t bring my dance shoes too –.-

I was frustrated already, but i didn’t have to wait for the bus so was quite happy :) but on the bus… I was just happily typing messages then something suddenly came to mind. I didn’t bring my shirt and track pants for dance T.T lucky there was Maureen, she brought an extra shirt and track pants for me :D i would have panicked to death without her lol.

Oh and the worse is still to come. I was like messaging bout my bad day, when ANOTHER thing came to mind. I didn’t bloody have to EDS room key. And i was the only one with the key –.- I almost had a nervous breakdown –.- thanks to those who tried to calm me down and presented solutions to my err problems haha :)

Luckily everything turned out ok in the end, I got my dance attire from Maureen, money from Justin, shoes weren’t used, and the EDS room key was with Si Yin actually. Thank god. But i worried the whole day bout the key before i found out it wasn’t with me in the first place –.-

Oh and dance was fun :D even the warm ups were quite ok. But i don’t want abs :( anw the routine Bevan taught us was cool :D btw did i mention he got a new hairstyle? haha Si Yin's reaction to it was damn funny, then some dancers were debating whether he looks better now lol :)

And i got the Ponyo song :DD have been listening to it non stop for 3 hours le lol –.- but its really nice and makes me happy! Thank you haha :)

That's all I'm gonna say today, cya :D

2009-01-09T07:07:00.001-08:00

Another of my cute cousins! haha when he sees cameras he’ll pose, but he doesn’t think my phone’s a camera –.-

Spot the mistake? I didn’t until my sis pointed it out to me –.-

My name :D haha i drew my name on my hand on both tues and wed, as self entertainment :D ain’t it nice :D i took a lot more pictures then the above 4 but didn’t want to come across as too zi lian haha :)

The markers i found in EDS room that i used to draw my name :D

Oh and this is my staying awake sweets for class :)

Thats all for pictures, will blog bit more later :)

2008-12-28T22:59:00.001-08:00

EDS comm meeting :)

Hui En and Mau

Wenting and Me

Balloons :D

Siyin haha

My fingers and and balloons ;)

Lol :)

End product :D

My cards :) i cut and write until hand cramp lol.

Colourful envelopes :D

The white card from Hui En, Blue card and note book from siyin. Thanks :D haha i didn't understand what the sexyback on the notebook meant until they asked who sang sexyback -.-:)

My belated birthday present from maureen :D cute eh :) i still owe her hers :P

T.T

2008-12-21T18:57:00.001-08:00

I wanted to blog bout the comm meeting with pictures but siyin can't upload hers and i just deleted my own. Hai nvm, will add pics next time. Anw the comm meeting was fun as usual, and towards the end we got damn efficient haha. I think the orientation gifts are nice and i hope the sec 1s next year will appreciate it lol :)

If they don't, i'm gonna chop their heads off :D esp those who throw it away after all our time and lots of hard work haha :)

will blog more with the pics ;)

haha m&ms :) found the pic somewhere in my old folders :)

time really passes fast doesn't it :)

i'm gonna go do my homework lol, cya ;)

2008-12-10T01:53:00.000-08:00

CAPTIONALISED -.- :D

My cousin! so cute haha :D

At the flyer :) but this photo is digitally edited or sth of course -.-

NIGHT VIEWS:

So artistic right :D

Looks like roller coaster track doesn't it :)

My sis and me LOL

Haha do you see the no photography sign :P

So nice right!! hahahaah

My sis can be cute when she wants to LOL

Trying out functions hahah

A SPORK!:D I didn't know they existed -.-

Christmas lights :)

Lol the light was so bright my uncle's head disappeared -.-

Look like a fish! its my hairband :)

Haha lady's fingers. 1 each for my family :)

Um the plate of rice is like normal sized rice plate, so you can imagine how long's the lady's finger -.-

CLASS CHALET

Though only half the class turned up, i thought it was quite fun haha :)

Hmm we played volleyball, watched van helsing, broke back mountain, played some retarded but fun card game and watched BOLT at ehub :) very nice lor, me and eli sneaked blankets into the cinema haha ;)

oh and i camwhored :P

Me and Joyce :D

Its supposed to be a Heart shape but well -.-

Superwomans haha, according to joyce :)

Mirror effect, me and my pig :)

Me and LiYIng ;)

Me and Xiao Wei :)

LiYing, Me, Xiaowei. I look weird though -.-

The girls :) Eli's missing :(

Nicholas

The guys :)

Haha :)

I have lots of hands? :D

Me and LiYing! :D

Joyce hahhaha :)

Candid shot :P

-.-

they were tickling my neck -.-

I look so scary hahah ;)

Xiao wei and LiYing :)

Joyce :) she looks so small lol.

She was dancing -.- :)

They were doing sth but i didnt capture it :(

Retarded haha -.-

Blur lol.

Birthday cake :)

I'm done for this :)

Dead blog lol :)

2008-11-22T20:23:00.001-08:00

Hello! haha i still don't have pics but i'll just update something :)

My hols so far has been quite packed. Was busy with dance for the first month, cos of NAFA dance performance, Grade 13 exam, and EDS dance practices lol.

The performance was good, might upload some pics when i get them :) I look ugly though cos of all the gel and no fringe T.T

Hmmm the exam was quite sucky. The floor was damn slippery, couldn't balance properly for one routine :( i think my smile became fixed after a while -.- Its quite sad lah, last grade and i did so badly :( And after dancing at NAFA for around 9 years, i'll sure miss my dance mates. It'll feel weird w/o NAFA dance everyweek. Its like a weekly routine. Anw, we're gonna have a sort of graduation BBQ - Buffet. Zou lao shi footing the bill haha :D It'll be fun :)

As for EDS dance prac, we're done with half of it and starting the other half :)

Haha all my dance practices officially ended on friday, the rest of my holidays will probably be damn slack -.- :)

Yesterday, went out with family to celebrate my parent's wedding anniversary haha. My parents went for a massage first then we met them and went to book fair lol. Then was dinner, MOVIE, and SHOPPING! :D I bought over 150dollars worth of stuff :P

Anw, next week will be damn packed :D

Mon: Sitting the flyer with my family :)

Tues: Sentosa with 6/1 o5! Haha i'm really looking forward to this. Haven't seen them in a long time :)

Wed: Going out watch movie :D

Thurs: CSC gym with XW, Mau, HuiEn and maybe more =) haha we're trying to tone our muscles lol ;)

Fri: EDS comm meeting at Tampines IKEA lol. we're there cos of the food! :D

Haha as for sat, i'll probably slack at home and rest :)

Thats bout all. I want pics :(

:)

2008-10-16T18:53:00.001-07:00

Haiz blogger didn't work again so here's my post probably a few days later then i blogged it lol.

Hello! Whee I'm back after the exams :D Hahas and here are some pics w/ captions :)

Big face and small face -.- :)

Joyce says I'm "made of vegetables" And everyone agrees -.-

Hahas i'm lame :D

Whee Eunice <3 Elizabeth, Joyce and Vanessa =)

Yili milk is contaminated. Hahas Eunice Tan Yi Li's milk is poisonous xD

Ice Kachang :)

And roti prata. Hahas that day we went changi airport to study, we ended up eating a lot :D My fav pastime :P

The guys are disgusting -.-

Changi Airport with family =)

Whee! A feather i plucked out from my bolster :D

Gloria Jean's reciept. Elizabeth became ALICE, Vanessa became VENESSA, and Eunice was UNICE hahas =) Eli's one is the worst though hahas :)

Our $3 ice blends :)

Sentosa :D

The tree's so cute =)

Me and Li Ying =)

Liying, Me, Eunice and Eli's slippers =)

The sea's beautiful =)

Eunice and me :)

Eunice and Nien An, taking pics of us, with the same phone hahas =)

The bridge. The nice rocky bridge :D

LY :)

Sentosa was fun! :D though i got like 8 cuts on my feet from the rocks in the sea :(

Today i bought the blue one, last year the red one. So cool :D One big one small hahas. Same design de :D

Thats all for now. My blog's not dead anymore! :)

2008-09-18T05:11:00.001-07:00

Hahas my blog's dead, and i'm intending to leave it that way for quite a while, since i've no additional energy for this blog :/

So i'm going on hiatus hahas. Not to study though -.-

I'll be back latest after EOYs :D If i suddenly feel like blogging i may too :)

some random pics lol.

Eunice and Eli likes to take pictures of themselves -.-

Skeleton :D

Earrings <3 though they're a mite too big for me hahas:)

I was bored during lessons and proceeded to cut up paper -.-

Moon :)

Colourful Balloons! :D

My lantern hahas

That'll be all for a very long time i think :)

Tata :D

1st SEPT

2008-09-01T19:01:00.001-07:00

6/1 mugging session

Yesterday went to Bugis Library with 6/1 o5! :D Hahas i think its really cool how we can still meet up for migging session after 3 years. We're bonded! :DD As usual, we got chased around, from the central lending library to the courtyard, to outside e library -.-

We had macs for lunch, the guys took our orders for us ahhas. And we keep changing our orders xD

After lunch we went to Changi airport, where we spent lots of time trying to find a place lol. In e end we just settled down at T1, and i slept -.- Very nice sleeping environment xD Soon i had to leave for dance, while they continued wandering aimlessly hee.

We all had a fun time i think, and we should have 6/1 mugging sessions more often, but at a conducive place LOL ;)

DANCE

The balloons we all chipped in to get for Zou lao shi :D Cute right? She was fascinated by it. She looked happy! :DD

Close up, the flower inside the balloon hahas.

:DD

Yesterday dance class was more of fun then tiring, everybody was in a good mood, and i made a fool of myself quite a few times hahas. Well at least i made them laugh :) My butt really hurts k, i wasn't bluffing to escape scolding hahas xD

Thats bout all, i'll be going out later until late at night, wed will be going sentosa then dance, so probably won't have time to update ba. Cya! :D

OH and..

HAPPY BELATED

TEACHERS DAY

TO ALL! :D

Updated finally -.-

2008-09-01T18:12:00.001-07:00

Haiz, can't blog this :/ I hope today's attempt works...

Hmmm this will be a pictures post again, no details cos i'm lazy hahas.

6/1 o5! =D

on the way to kallang leisure drome. (or sth like that)

A slope followed by a drain, that me and siyin didn't dare cross. Then sara was saying thats why we have boyfriends and they don't hahas! But i crossed it in the end =D siyin didn't -.-

The guys. Giam, Lam, Lin Chun

Giam's in student council! Shocked all of us, esp Mrs Lim hahas.

We were playing some game on the track =) And some coach asked us to clear our bags from the lane lol.

Eewei =)

Me :)

6/1's awesome! I think we're still quite bonded, this year some of the guys that don't usually come back for gatherings came back, making the ratio of guys to girls 1:1, for the first time! And we caught up a bit with each other, a very fun day =D

And i'm looking forward to the 6/1 mugging session 2mr! :) I'm sad Kelly can't come :(

Thats all for 6/1 gathering, pictures courtesy of SiYin =)

Long long time ago, movie marathon, after the first movie, when me and eli cried like water tapes hahas =)

Me and eunice =D

At err Raffles city =)

I dunno where's this, but pretty eh? :D

Eunice zi pai -.-

Eli's birthday ice cream at swensens :D

Me and Eunice in the toilet, she's fixing her hair b4 photo taking i think :)

Eunice's colourful markers O.O

Fireworks :) All are very pretty. i only got some photos though, its even nicer when you watch it :D

Tada =)

Lowell with my umbrella. So cute hahas. I mean my umbrella -.-

Liying and me with our lollies :D

Eli and her bimbotic umbrella hahas =)

Eli, me, Eunice, with our skirts flying up, though it ain't obvious in the pic lol :)

3C' o8, with Mr Teo :)

Thats all :D

2008-08-20T06:14:00.001-07:00

Hahas i'm too lazy to blog, now considering letting my blog die... Anw here are just some pics.

On the track, the morning after movie marathon.

my cheeks look weird.

We're the YING3s!

Me :D

So pretty right, colours are even nicer actually but couldn't capture it... :/ :D

Smiley face! i think its quite prettily drawn hee xD

Whee smiles.

Liying's egg -.-

Mine's still floating! but now it i broke it and stupid kaili made all the membrane come out T.T

Drew this during lecture, where i made a complete fool out of myself -.-

The chopsticks got lots of splinters lor,

Which caused this.

Tada! :D

2008-08-13T05:32:00.001-07:00

stupid. wanted to blog at first but now no mood le.

i dunno why it affected me so much also, its just that the more i think about the more err not happy i get. shit you. don't take notice of me, i'm just ranting.

shall go do my file and watch olympics. best if i clean forget bout you.

:)

2008-08-12T04:35:00.001-07:00

After blog hopping a bit i suddenly have the urge to blog hahas :D Lets start from Fri :)

FRI

Hmmm took 2 to Changi Beach, spent dunno how long on thurs night trying to figure out where that place is -.- Someone was late and we missed the bus lol. Hahas though I'm always late we always take mrt so its not that bad XD Wa the bus ride was seriously long, like 1hr+, then i sit until butt very uncomfortable -.-

The celebration was a bit sian la, but i think Tze Lin did quite a great job as emcee, hyped it up quite a bit :) And i like styles from beyond :D The competitive run our class didn't do well, but it was expected lol. Hahas apparently when i was scolding someone for running so slow he heard LOL xP

Me, Eunice and Joyce walked hand in hand throughout the whole fun ~~run~~ walk hahas. Then we invited Mdm Sau to join us :D She declined though cos she was very tired already HAHA. Oh Ms Tan scolded us for holding hands in public :/ -.-

After the whole thing went to BK for lunch, ate until very full hahas. Then Eunice went my house to bathe, after which she hugged monster and tried to sleep -.- Oh and she needs hair growth shampoo, not to grow more hair, but to make her hair grow longer cos her hair growth is STAGNANT hahas.

Then we went to Paya to pa tuo and bought chips then ate dinner there :D we're going to get diabetes then kidney failure then heart attack -.-

We arrived just in time after buying duck rice for Cheryl Eli and Joyce. Went they arrived the battle between Eunice and Eli for my monster started. FYI, its mine and its name is NOT Baxter -.- But they were quite funny hahas.

MOVIE MARATHON

First movie was sky of love or sth like that, I cried 8 times -.- And Eunice laughed at us lol. Hahas also dunno why i cry so much, but the guys were seriously damn sweet la, the girl very lucky in that sense :) Oh hahas and I was passing down tissue LOL

Coach Carter was inspirational too. There were a few highlights during the movie, but shan't say them lol. Later some pp kill me for publicising things -.-

I lost my wallet during the break, lucky Mr Tay picked it up for me :D

Then fools gold slept, Leap Years was seriously boring and disappointing, slept during fantastic four too. Slept on floor hahas :D But quite comfy :)

We watched sunrise on the track :D

After movie marathon went to eat breakfast at Macs, where i got a free meals from all the 'leftovers' -.- I sound like a scavenger.

NATIONAL DAY

was quite disappointing, due to some unforeseen traumatising circumstances didn't get to go out and watch fireworks :( Sorry.

FILMING

on sun, Lowell's seriously very nice. And I think we feel quite guilty for wasting so much of his time :/ Hahas but we all got his name wrong, esp me -.- Its was 'Joel', then 'Noel', then 'Loelle' -.- When we exchanged contacts then realised it was 'Lowell' LOLS. And he can't smile too! :D

MON

Filming on Mon was a bit of time waster, but I had fun dancing :D

Then went out to watch the dark knight hahas there was some miscommunication LOL. Cos tickets were sold out at Cineleisure so we went Cathay. Then we got cheated hahas. The seats were in front instead of at the back as we thought -.- Then after 2 and 1/2 hours of staying in the same position I had neck cramp and felt a bit disorientated hahas. Not complaining though :D

But i'm not sure why, Dark Knight wasn't very nice for me leh. And maybe cos the screen was so near and the sound so loud, it was quite scary :/

Shall not go into details :DD But it was very fun lah :)) And we didn't see anyone hahas.

TODAY

slack day, got back some papers but wasn't well done haiz. Nvm I shall jiayous. Hahas you're unexpectedly very encouraging in not a tactless way :D

And today I ate ice cream and curry puff! :DD I love food :)

THURS! :D

2008-08-08T21:29:00.001-07:00

Thurs was the last day of the week, and the ending of most of our common tests. Haven't been blogging much cos even though i don't study, it felt wrong to be blogging lols. Anw we had lots of fun after school :D Whee jumpshots! heehee. There're like 80 plus pics haha :)

Eli camwhoring and Eunice looking at herself in Eli's internal cam? O.O

Same I guess, just diff poses -.-

Joyce is hard at work!

I forgot what she was showing me -.-

After lunch at subway me Eli and Eunice went to DHS old campus @ tanjong rhu to see its progress!

The school main gate

Hahas below are just some construction pics, if you ain't interested in the progress of our campus then skip on to our jump shots hahas.

Hahas we found a hole and peeked through it xD

I think the environment's damn nice.

Then we found a flap.

And eli took pic hahas.

Nice condo ahah.

The school's damn big now, walking around it's very tiring -.-

Artistic huh. Like Chinese Painting -.-

We went up to this carpark to get a better view of the school hahas.

Looks cute hahas.

Cute tree too :D

:( they took pic at Deck E, and there's no Deck V.

JUMPSHOTS! Hahas

Ok not jumping yet -.-

Up on the thing we jump down from. Squeezy hahas

Eunice is fat man -.- I can't get up.

Another failed attempt, and I look damn unglam -.-

We have the school as background ;)

We're jumping, I look so straight lol.

I think I look glammer then Eli hahas.

Jump again!

Eli jumped higher lol

Me and Eunice now.

Eli and Eunice. Eli hands looks err distorted?

Eunice and me :)

Eli and me :)

OK this is damn obscene =.=

Cheese :D

We're dancing on that thingy!

Nice pose Eunice :DD

Jump again!

Eli and Me

Starfish hahas :)

-.-

Lols was damn tired after all that jumping, and i jumped the most -.-

Nice view of a err river?

Fallen signs lol

Contorted faces -.-

Haha

They're singing eng songs in chinese hahas. Its fun :D

Doesn't this look like the universe? :D

I think the paintings look nice :D

And I shall end this post with...

...A damn ugly picture of myself -.-

CIP - Project Hearts <3

2008-08-03T06:26:00.001-07:00

Okays i shall update my blog. But only bout today hahas. The past week hasn't been too interesting. Actually my life wasn't interesting last time also -.-

Oh anw I got back my phone :D

Hmmm today's CIP was quite fun, me, siyin and kellie formed a triplet! :) Hahas talking about triplets me and siyin were saying how much we liked twins, then we rmbed kellie herself was a twin. So unfair! Hahas.

Anw, i shall just upload pics koped from Siyin xD I'm lazy to add too much details -.-

We started out with this.

Hahas they look so alike now! Daryl and Desirae. Starts with D too!

By lunchtime :D

-.-

See, we smile :D

Yay full!

Hahas was buying colour paper :) Background so nicee :DD

I'm tired after a day's work -.-

Me and Kellie's pink balloon :) Siyin's one is gold and has a mask on it! Hahas.

I closed my eyes -.-

My balloon which burst w/o a sound and ended up really crumpled and siyin's gold one with a mask =.=

Thats all :D

2008-07-26T08:22:00.001-07:00

Aiya haven't been blogging cos lack of interest and pictures. My pictures might not be interesting but i still like them all the same :D And i miss my phone! T.T

Nth much on this week, hmmm went out quite a lot though.

On wed me, Eli, Eunice, Cheryl, NA, Isabella went to suntec's macs to study a bit of chem. We took pictures of eyes too! And Eli's eyes are SOO big and nice! Hahas i'm envious xD

Thurs we had PE again, we just did some err quite boring stuff. After school me and Eunice went Raffles City's burger to pa tuo! -.-

Fri was CCA, hmmm quite fun, and funny :D but my ankle hurt after a while :/ And the choreo was a bit tough for me but nvm! I'll practice :D

Today went to kallang macs to celebrate Jin Shen and Shan Yu's Birthday! They're twins! hahas. I want twins as cute as them next time :DDD Either one boy one girl, or identical twins heex. If its not possible then I want one older guy who can take care of his younger sis :D Hahas was discussing talking about this today. Apparently I'm not the only one who wants things this way! :DD

Hmmm dance wasn't very physically tiring ba, but i didn't do well. Had to do 4 by 4 then when i was dancing i didn't dare look at me teacher then she kept saying i nvr look in front lol. Anw, i bought new dance shoes :) cos both my old ones holey -.-

Its hard to take care of me since i'm so injury prone XD yea i know its sorta random.

Anw bye! :D

2008-07-22T06:52:00.001-07:00

Hmmm haven't blogged for quite some time, no mood I guess. Lets try to recount.

Fri

I only rmb i played viwawa hahas. There was this particular group of pp i played with that was very fun, first time i talked so much in a game :D Nice to talk to in normal convos too. But some really funny things happened hahas.

Sat

Went for dance, was told i deproved T.T Oh ya, my sis had really bad temper that day, got me real pissed too. I love her and all that, and she's really nice sometimes, but a lot of times i seriously can't stand her. Maybe its my prob but I can't help it :/

Sun

Ummm quite a boring start of the day, then went to bugis library to meet Karis, Eunice and Yi Hui but of course only eunice was there hahas. Our script writing went quite ok, then we went Macs eat :DD I shared large fries with eunice then ate TWO vanilla cones hahas. Eat until very happy xD

After eating at macs we went J.CO donuts to eat. They anw hahas. I was too full. Yi Hui had no place to sit so she put her book on my head and ate her donut whilst reading -.- And seriously, Yi Hui is retarded -.- Eat donut eat until so dirty LOL. We all kept laughing at her throughout the whole project xD

Mon

Maths then PE, PE cos ankle injured so nvr run 2.4. ~~YAY!~~ So i just stood by the track with Mr Yap and he started talking to me. I wasn't pay much attention then suddenly he went

"What type of guys do you like? Fair, Tanned, Bronze, Sporty blah blah?"

I was damn shocked la. Then he continued about this topic and seemed to be very interested in my answers T.T I just kept saying I dunno -.-

Racial harmony celebration was quite nice la, but the last performance was seriously quite boring. We escaped to the toilets xD

CCA was ok, other then the fact that i was confined to a chair in a small corner not allowed to dance T.T then got lectured bout my ability to injure myself -.- Haiz. Guess i deserved it. But i really didn't mean to...

After CCA saw Eunice then kept niaoing her XD So fun hahas.

Today

Haiya, I also dunno what to say. The performance was ok ba.

Don't read the below paragraphs, its just emo shit that i have to vent out somewhere.

I don't know, I just feel emotionally stressed. Its not really cos of anyone or anything, just I don't think i can cope. Its like suddenly there's lots of responsibilities you have to take on. Maybe I'm just not ready. I know how lucky I am to be given this chance, but I just can't seem to do what I'm supposed to do.

Maybe you don't see what's so stressful about what I do. Its simple and nth much, but its still very hard for me. I can't handle doing so many things at one go, teachers telling me this and that. Now that i think of it, I'm supposed to have done 3 things yesterday but still haven't done it. I don't know how much longer i can keep this up.

But there are some things that i don't even want to admit that they exist, i'm squashing them in the back of my mind hoping they'll disappear, but they don't seem to be doing that. Everyday i think more about them and i feel like my head's exploding.

I'm just sick and tired of everything sometimes. Sometimes i wish i could curl up in my bed and stay there. Its hard to face everyone. I'm getting tired of all these.

Maybe cos I've been happier this year, that's why when I'm sad I'm sadder, if that make sense... it might not to you, but its my way of explaining things to myself.

Maybe just like pride goes before a fall, happiness go before sadness? The higher your expectations, the bigger the disappointment. Maybe its just like that. If so, would it have been better if I wasn't happy? Just live monotonously then I wouldn't feel so much...

Anw, thank you so much for being there for me. I doubt you'll ever know how much, since I probably won't tell you and you probably don't realise but maybe, just maybe, you're the only one keeping me sane. I don't know what I did, but I'm really really glad I did sth to have you by my side. I've gotten used to you, you've become something that'll always be there. I know I'm unreasonable at time, don't know how you stand me but thanks for overlooking all my flaws (or just ignoring them) and standing by me, talking to me when I needed someone to vent my frustrations to. Thank you for everything <3

2008-07-17T06:30:00.001-07:00

Ok shall briefly blog, since my blog is dying. But there's no pictures cos my phone died :(

Hmmm monday played floorball, 5 girls against 4 guys, it was quite fun though yihui smacked me with hockey stick cos she anyhow swing. I fell and scraped my knee a bit too lol -.- Clumsy me.

During assembly we came up with weird names, hahaha eunice's one is the nicest man xD I came up with it hahas.

After lunch me and cheryl saw bubbles' friend then she gasped. I laughed damn loud and think it was very obvious hahaha.

CCA was ok, but i just couldn't do some of the steps :( Lol after that saw cheryl and flagpole and something happened and i was stupid enough to say i was vanessa -.-

Tuesday was err ok ba, don't rmb anything -.-

Wed i had 2 tests, i'm dead for history, chinese still ok ba. Won't score well though. And I rmb i was a bit angry/exasperated with a particular wood -.- On the way home we went to marina square macs to eat and talk, was quite fun, but at that time my phone was like developing terminal disease LOL

Today morning my phone's screen totally flipped over, then it was quite cool if it didn't mean my phone was dying -.- Quite hard to read though hahas. Went out after school, went to cineleisure for lunch with eli, eunice, yihui, isabella, jianing.

Then me, isabella, jianing went to kinokuniya at taka. Hahas that place is damn big, and damn cool. Like heaven :D I wished i could live there... So many books lor.

Haiz just after i reached home my phone died. Damn sad. I'm like in mourning now -.- My pretty phone... Don't know if i should reservice since i think it'll be quite ex lor :( Haiz.

Heys, don't be stressed k? Problems will be solved eventually and I'll always be here/there (forgot what it was supposed to be -.-) for you :) Don't think so much about everything, do what you can and it'll be enough =) If there's any problem or if you need help just tell me k. I'll help out as much as possible :D Love you <3

2008-07-12T08:20:00.001-07:00

Hello! :D Didn't blog for the past two days cos was chionging homework till 3.30 on ~~Thurs night~~ Fri morn and yesterday wasn't in the mood.

This is Nien An's err light? Bought from HK Disneyland I think :) Its damn cool la.

Lol Maureen did it on purpose. Actually it looked more sick then that but then my camera lag :( xD

Hahas

Oh well Thurs don't rmb much happening. Oh yea, Zixuan switched place again cos he said I was too boring for him hahahas. Good for me I guess lol. Hmmm I think my seat now not bad, and I'm still close to NA hahas :D But sadly, close to Vincent too -.- No la jk I'm not THAT mean :)

EDS meeting was sadly lacking in people but wasn't that bad la Si Yin. Don't have too high expectations of yourself ok? We'll all get used to it slowly :D

Went home wanted to chiong homework straight away, but in the end took a nap -.- My timetable totally screwed up lol. Was supposed to finish BBYD essay at 6, in the end finished at 10.30. Wanted to finish Chinese and sleep at latest 11 to 12, but slept at 3.30 instead T.T But not bad le leh,

Surprisingly though next day didn't sleep in class (I was still chionging Chinese) but I still survived through dance then slept at 12 O.o I think I'm super woman hahas. Its considered a miracle for a pig like me xD

Fri didn't listen to lessons at all, was doing Chinese. Cut paper and pictures until my place damn messy (I swept the floor after that though). But I'm quite satisfied with my product :) I think it looks nice lor. Hahas I kept bothering LY and ZX about whether its nice xD Sorry and thanks :D

Dance started off well, first prac as dance head felt like I dunno what to do :/ But cos of some err happenings, the mood went downhill. Shall not talk bout it since all's ok now =) We'll be here for each other k? :D

But I'm really quite aghast at myself. I'm more of a crybaby then I thought. Even though I'm not the one who's the most emotionally pressurized or stressed, I still couldn't stop myself from crying so many times... Something's wrong with me. Thanks to those who tried and succeeded in cheering me up. LOVE YOU ALL LOTS :) Esp you hahas <3

Today's quite a slack day except for dance. Haiz I still have to improve a lot if I want to maintain my 'Excellent' grade this year, much less get an 'Outstanding; :/

Also, I hate the name Auntie Yati, if you pp just say occasionally to tease I'm ok, but I'll get damn pissed if you keep emphasising on it.

Was quite happy just now but someone just spoiled my mood really badly. I might be petty and mean myself or whatever but I just don't like the things you say sometimes.

Anw, thank you (not that mean one [EDITED -.-]) lots <3

2008-07-09T07:03:00.001-07:00

This is like quite long ago. Last sunday, and like all EDS photos, are taken by siyin =)

Me and Kellie ignoring Siyin attempts to make us turn around xD

I was hungry you see...

Ugly shot hahas.

Eating my tiger biscuits :D While outlining names :)

Today

Ly's Little Miss Jasmine on her balloon =)

Do you see my name? Its flipped hahas. It was written on the other side then Ly used her dirty hands to wipe on this side then this happened! :DD

Anw ZiXuan changed seats with Xiao Wei so now he's sitting beside me, which means I'll go deaf by the end of this term -.-

But its really entertaining, though when i'm sleeping or stoning he and LY'll gang up to poke me. During chinese lesson i jumped like more then 5cm off my chair -.-

Today we sang powerpuff girl's love song and some other random lame song hahas. We're very noisy xD And he taught me and LY how to make our hair stick out from the side -.-

Ok i have to try do homework now if not i'm dead 2mr T.T Bye =)

:)

2008-07-08T06:17:00.001-07:00

Just pictures again, since I have to do homework Haizz.

Yay! Another soft toy. Hahas so cute <3 But then it really seems like i remind pp of pigs huh. And I'm sorry didn't get anything for you :/ I'll make up for it next time k :D
Anw Get Smart was funny! Just that the pp laughed too loud -.- Some really TEEHEEHEE-ed LOL

What I did in lessons when I was bored. I like how it looks :DD Anw, we changed seats so now I'm sitting in between LiYing and XiaoWei, behind KaiLi and in front of Zi Xuan OMG Hahas. First lesson already laughed a lot -.-

I was sleeping during history lesson trying to make myself look like i was writing, in the end blotched my paper -.-

What LiYing did when she was bored Hahas. She drew my name twice! :D

Thats all, next time shall take picture of how i organised my tests, homework and expenditure next time :) I'm so proud of myself! XD

EDS Handover 08! <3

2008-07-07T01:26:00.001-07:00

Hahas Si Yin wants me to liven up my blog -.-

Anw the pictures are all courtesy of her :) didn't take much photos yesterday.

Pictures first :DD

Siyin made me message her Marcus happy birthday lol :)

Me, Maureen, Si Yin, Xin Wei!

Pressies :)

EDS is <3! :DD

writing cards :)

Kellie, Me, Siyin

Siyin, me (Madam and auntie yati -.-)

Hui en, Me, Si Yin or rather, Long legs, medium legs, short legs! xD

We went to make water bombs. Me carrying the pail to make water bombs.

Stupid siyin made me go down to the sea to get water dunno how many times even though she knows I can't swim -.-

Kellie and me :D

San Peng -.-

SP and maureen, I was behind trying to run to them to put rabbit ears but couldn't get there in time -.-

Me, So Phia, Maureen, Kellie :) I dunno why i looked like that -.-

Many legged race :)

Si Yin haha

Ben's jumping -.-

Me and my big butt hahas. Was trying to pull them out of the circle :D

Me pulling again. Hah they're damn strong

Looks so wrong

San Peng and clip -.-

Anw the new comm is

Chair: Si Yin

Vice chair: CK

Dance head: Me (vanessa tan)

Drama head: Vanessa Chan

Secretary: Hwee chian

Treasurer: Wen Ting

Head of publicity: Hui En

Head of welfare: Maureen (i told you so!)

Head of Logistics: Shermaine.

Will blog bout the details maybe after i come back tonight :)

I <3 EDS!

2008-07-06T20:21:00.001-07:00

I have A LOT of things to say bout handover, but maybe I won't blog all. Anw i'll wait until I have all the nice nice pictures :D

Hmmm i'm quite ok with the results of the new com, just that its a pity we don't have more positions as i think all of us dancers can do it :/ :D

2008-07-04T06:57:00.001-07:00

Won't be posting for the next few days cos will be busy chionging homework >.<, doing handover stuff :) and GOING OUT! :D Heehee. So see ya hahas.

Oh yea sth funny happened today, I'll try to rmb to blog bout it :D

Will blog more after these few days, I promise k. :))

2008-07-01T07:43:00.001-07:00

Hah my blog's dead. Nvm, i'll just upload a few pics.

Siyin Maureen Xinwei Me. I purposely cut off maureen's head. Cos she keeps saying she's tall -.-

Normal shot -.-

Cheryl's back view, me, Liying :)

Take 2

Take 3! -.- Hahas I like mrts LOL

Spastic Grins! :DD

There's supposed to be a rainbow but the pic doesn't show it :(

Joyce with Eunice holding her birthday balloon :)

My fish!

Reflection again haha

The balloon flying high up in the air :D

Joyce , her balloon and her bear :D

Elective: Day 2 :)

2008-06-24T07:14:00.001-07:00

First dish: Murtubak(?) but with popiah skin instead or roti prata haha.

Our err fillings after its cooked.

After a raw egg has been mixed in it EEW -.-

All wrapped up and ready to fry :D

Hmmm it looks a bit chaotah but its not. Very crispy too :)

Presentation -.-

Next dish: Stuffed chicken

Stuffed chicke (Cheh i thought it was really like STUFFED literally end up is roll only... )

In the process of err flouring it -.-

Hmmm our chicken after its pan fried. So pretty :D

Our sauce we made while waiting for the chicken in the oven. Surprising the sauce tastes very nice :D

Cheryl's and Li Ying's sauce :) They chopped the ingredients until very very small o.O A lot of work hahah

Their chicken. Haha the shape very cute :D They 'raped' it after a while though -.-

Our chicken end product :DDD Pretty! Haha

Our sauce and chicken ready to eat :)

Hmmm today didn't miss the first bus hahaha. Close shave though -.- Sat in the middle of the last row of seat then was scared I'll like fall and slide all the way to the driver there -.-

Electives was very fun, I'm so glad i managed to to take culinary :D I think its the best elective =) But I'll grow fat from all the good food we eat everyday haha.

Yesterday's PT (yea dance has pt too) gave me aches all over :/ somemore when cooking cannot sit one. So leg very suan lol.

Hmmm nth much to say about the cooking itself, just that chicken's quite disgusting to cut -.- And that i think my hand is getting roasted from the heat of the fire lol.

Hmmm: Vanessa's Roasted Hand (not filleted). EEW damn gross x.x

Thats all for today i guess :D

P.S. The chef today is very cute hahaha. Keeps saying she's clever and works magic and that her apron strap which keeps dropping is like bra strap xD

2008-06-23T07:35:00.001-07:00

Its late so I shall let pictures do most of the talking :)

A few pictures of my cousins when they came to stay...

Joan's cute haha

Valerie, Joan, Justin

My sis and Joan -.-

So cute! :DD

Now for our culinary elective today. Baked pastries :)) Yummy! xD

Me and Natalia's deep fried spanish donuts? :D

Cheryl's and Li Ying's. I have no idea why theirs is so much more o.O

Our half done eclairs and completed cheerios(?)

Close up! hahah. You see my 'shit' shaped elcairs? :D

Chery's and Li Ying's =)

They spammed icing in the middle of it hahhaa

Their eclair and cheerios =)

They spammed icing for us too :D

Our custard. Looks a little disgusting here though. But trust me, its yummilicious :)

Cheryl and Li Ying posing with their half done eclairs :)

Our completed eclairs filled will chocolate and topped with chocolate and icing :DD

Ok hmmm I paired up with Natalia, and she burned her index finger ouch :( But it was great fun cooking :D A few times i was day dreaming and spilt the mixture hahah.

And the i squeezed the custard without making sure the top end was tightened and the whole thing almost came out from the other end -.- Didn't realise until Heather exclaimed Lol.

Anw i missed the first bus in the morning :( LOL

Dance pt, though tiring, was fun too! Running as a cca's cool :DD I love EDS lots. Looking forward to all the time spent with EDS pp :)

Hahaha me, siyin and xinwei were talking bout same topic AGAIN :D

Hmmm I currently have (injuries)

Tailbone wound (skin came off due to friction), which hurts the most currently.
Slightly sprained ankle. Volts of numbness just shoots up my leg randomly -.-
Joint problems with my right knee and hip joint o.O
Bump on my head from whacking myself with the hairdryer while I was drying my hair -.-

TSK. LOL Haha thats all anw :D

2008-06-20T07:04:00.001-07:00

Its been a long long time since I left my phone on my shelve instead of bringing it along everywhere I go. Haven't offed my phone when I sleep for ages too. But somehow I can't stop myself from going to my room and checking it frequently even though I know there won't be anything on my screen other then the wallpaper. I really miss you

Hah I'm not emoing. Anw,

I <3

EDS!!!

Hahaha. I'm really glad I chose EDS instead of going CS though I take chinese dance. Nothing to do with CS itself, just that I really love all the pp I've met in EDS :D <33

Hmmm today didn't accomplish much other then discussing about EDS handover cum farewell BBQ for 5+plus. Looked so long at the computer screen that I got a headache :(

Nevermind, we'll make it a blast for the our wonderful seniors! ~~I hope. I hope seriously we do.~~

Had fun talking to Siyin and maureen, they're so silly.

Oh. Backtrack a bit lol. In the morning when i wanted to sent everyone the sort of rough outline of handover that the dancers that went for yesterday's interview did, I typed a paragraph of words and sent to the dancers. Without attaching haha. Didn't even know it until Siyin said she want to smack me -.-

Lol always thought it was sth others will do but I'm won't. Cos I take care of details you see :D Heex.

Anw, we sort of estimated the food we'll need and I hope there won't be much extra. Nvm, if there's extra we'll stuff it all into siyin's mouth :DD

Whee I'm looking forward to Handover cum farewell. Not the handover and farewell part though, I don't want the seniors to leave us :/ I just hope we'll all have a blast and that it'll always be a part of our happy memories :)

3 more days...

:(

2008-06-19T02:39:00.001-07:00

Vanessa is upset cos she's bored D: Theres nothing to do except homework. Bleagh. Haven't really smsed in ages other then to a few pp occasionally about normal stuff. I miss talking ~~to you~~ through sms LOL. I'm really bored. No one's talking to me :(

Blogging twice a day when you have nothing to blog bout is seriously lame. Sianed x.x

I miss you. Countdown: 4 more days T.T

EDS comm interview

2008-06-19T01:52:00.001-07:00

Oh hi pp -.-

Oh gosh i'm seriously lagging in homework, I don't know why my time management's soo lousy lol.

Anw, had EDS comm interview today.

As compared to the pp in front, I think the comm members very like quite lighthearted during my interview. They were like eating and and quite informal hahas. But I was still damn nervous, then Yi Hui's 'What if' questions were very hard to answer...

Haha don't know why I was so nervous, but I kept laughing when I couldn't think of answers -.-

I'm glad there wasn't much time cos

Jessica said: Hai if only there was more time I would ask about your personal life. (O.O so freaky hahas)

And the kept piping up the name Timberlake as and when randomly halfway when I answering their questions T.T

The questions weren't that profound or anything, but very hard to answer :(

I'm glad its over :D Now we have to plan a nice handover for our seniors :))

I have no pictures :(

2008-06-15T19:29:00.001-07:00

Hmmm nth much interesting, and no pictures, but I shall just blog cos I have nth better to do -.-

Saturday was really slack, basically did nothing productive except skip a bit (lol). Seriously, I don't know where all my time went to O.O

Most memorable was that I scratched my waist against a hook. Err not those like needle point tip but pain nonetheless. Now got one ugly scab, not that anyone would see hahas. And when I plopped down on my bed I banged my head on the book I put on my pillow and forgot about T.T Its a wonder I'm not stupid already -.-

Sunday

Hmmm went to redhill MRT at 8.15 to meet for volunteer work, in the end waited for the late pp for half an hour. Ate mashed potatoes! XD.

Sad Hui Yim didn't know bout it and didn't come so I was the only sec 3. Oh well, I talked with some Sec 1s and gave my ~~spastic~~ bright smile during the performance. Cos I scared the old pp eyesight not good cannot see :D

And I don't know why, quite a few of the pp staying there either grabbed my hand and started talking to me or keep wanting my handshake... The woman who grabbed my wrist and didn't want to let go the last time i went wanted a handshake this year hahas.

Pushing the wheelchairs were hard work, almost went backwards when I was going up the slope. Lost my heart :( Think someone took it. LOL

After that went home to eat a big lunch then proceeded to sleep. Woke up late then rushed to MRT to meet hahas.

Hmmm we took mrt, wanted to alight at paya lebar but i scared cannot squeeze out, alighted at kallang wanting to go leisure park but cannot find the bus that goes there -.- So in the end took mrt to Changi Airport hahas. Quite retarded. Then we sat at the plane viewing area where the Y3 dancers folded hearts! Hahas. Soon we had to go cos he had project.

On the Mrt at changi airport i grabbed hold of a pole at the end of one line of seats and started swinging into the seat, but my wrist got kiaped, very pain so I jerked back, banging my head on the err wall behind. Damn loud and damn pain, lots of pp were looking at the commotion caused...

Had a very unhealthy dinner cos my parents were out. And I got 20 mosquito bites on my calves! :'( Damn uncomfortable but mopiko helped a lot. Hahas mopiko rocks :D

Oh yea forgot a point. Justin and Joan came over to stay at my house on fri until today (which is 2 nights :() and they're damn active. Made my sis damn high too and they started screamin in my year... Wa at night want sleep also cannot, Justin will keeping coughing then Joan will look like she's falling off the bed -.- I'm sorta glad they'll be gone tonight and i can have my peace back LOL. I realised I know a lot of Justins and all is different relationships hahas.

Justin Yeh => Cousin

Justin ____ => Neighbour

Justin Teng => Friend

and err Justin Seah lol

Hmmm won't have much cause to sms for a week, so at least my phone bill won't exceed so much =) But I'll miss you haha.

Thats all, now I have to find something to waste my time with cos I have a feeling I won't do work -.-

TTSH CIP

2008-06-13T07:41:00.001-07:00

Pictures first! Hahas I'm so happy my Windows Live Writer is finally working and I can upload my pics fast instead of using blogger LALALA.

Si Yin's pictures:

Me and Xin Wei ~~sitting~~ kneeling on the floor eating our lunch :D

I'm bending down so Si Yin won't feel so bad being short XD

Weird expressions hahas

Si Yin and Me =)

My hand looks dislocated o.O

Me and Maureen sleeping -.- Very tiring lor. Lala see my 2 ponytails? Hahas I'm a kid xD

My pictures:

My lunch :)))

The sandwich tofu is DAMN NICE. I ate 5! :D

Me, Xin Wei, Maureen, Kellie, Su Mei, Si Yin's plates of food lalala

Haha my watermelon =)

I ate a bit then it became smaller so i could stuff it down the cup -.-

Me, Maureen, Kellie, Si Yin

Kellie's head is....

My mouth is big! I stuffed one whole slice of watermelon into my mouth and my mouth don't look like its full :D

We're supposed to have shocked expressions but I don't know what's with Kellie hahas.

Oh well, I'm the most noremal :D

Me and Si Yin :)

Me and Kellie :)

Pics from Maureen:

Me, Kellie, Maureen.

Sama sama

Same ol pp lol

Jump shot! and my leg's gone... O.O

Haha weird expressions.

Maureen and Kellie Hahas. AND MAUREEN LIO SAID THAT THE PERSON AT THE DOOR IS ME!!! ITS MRS ASHA VORA OMG. SHE LOOKS LIKE ME???!!!

Si Yin and onions rings -.-

Maureen and onion rings. Lol her right eye looks weird o.O

The picture of me and my fries is damn ugly -.- so shan't post it hahas..

For the details...

Ok today met Maureen at 9 at Lavendar mrt, was sort of like emoing a bit about this early early morning stuff. Hahas ty for scolding _____ without justification -.- I guess it did make me feel better :)

Reached the atrium then went to 7/11 to get sweets to make myself happy. It didn't really work though :(

Fast forward to the performance. Was totally screwed for me, I FORGOT ALL THE STEPS FOR GIMME MORE. ZOMG. SCREWED THE WHOLE THING UP LA. Nvm its over. Lucky this isn't EDS night -.-

Viva was still ok for me though I didn't stretch in advance lol.

Lunch was cool. Then after taking lots of pictures went to visit wards. Shall not elaborate much, just that one guy couldn't see and said sth about jumping off a building. Got quite shocked.

Then another one almost ate the hearts we made. We all gasped damn loud -.-

A few thought we were selling the hearts :(

Oh and the juniors were like very curious about *ahem*. Cos Maureen kept 'Timberlake-ing'. And So Phia kept singing the first line of Sexy Back. Hahas Sabrina's description of him damn funny.

And Desirae's so cute in her err view about the magician lol.

Hmmm after CIP me, Maureen, Si Yin, Xin Wei and Hwee went to BK to eat. Then we saw Hui Qi :)

And we ate and ate and ate, then talked A LOT. Me and XW found out some stuff about things. For me it it wasn't as bad I expected. But she forgot about the worst stuff :( I wonder what they are. But so far the stuff pp say might be true... I don't know

~~Do I really flirt a lot? And yea, I might not be like good enough but its still kinda insulting.~~

Oh well, its ok I guess :D Si Yin and Marcus's really sweet hahahas. Hahas just as long as you both like it its ok :) Don't need to fret so much la. Oh and I was like err providing sound effect for XW during a certain phone call XD hahahaha.

On the whole, Friday the 13th isn't a very good day for me, but now I'm happy :DDDDD

2008-06-13T06:00:00.001-07:00

Oh well, pay no attention to this post. Lol I doubt pp read my blog so its ok. I'm just wallowing in self pity -.- Or rather just thinking too much about stuff that I know will make me unhappy. But I can't really stop myself too.

Hmmm why some pp will just think so much about stuff is weird. I want to be the happy heck care girl that I was last time, not thinking about anything, not emoing unless there's a real good reason. It seems like nowadays all I do is emo emo emo. I mean what's the point of my life if I just mope around. And the thing is that I have nothing much to emo for.

I'm perfectly happy with my life now. I've everything I really want, everything I need. But I'm not treasuring what I have. If other pp out there with so much less then me can be thankful for so much more why can't I be optimistic and be glad for all that I have.

And I don't even know what more will make me happy. I feel like I'm being a bitch for everything. Hmmm I shall list out the pros and cons of my life.

Pros (not in order)

I have a sweet bf <3
I have wonderful friends who are always there for me :) lalala inclusive of sweet gfs hahas.
I can do what I love most, to dance :D
I have an almost perfect family =)
I have all that I need, and even things that I don't need.
I can enjoy food xD
I am not hated by many pp (I hope?)
I am able, with all parts of my anatomy present and accounted for o.O
I'm not stupid. Have a brain that's working -.-
I'm in EDS. Hahas
I'm not a loner, can get on reasonably well with pp.
I'm fit. I think x)
Oh I don't have very complicated relationships with pp =)

Cons (not in order too)

My grades aren't very good x.x
I have lousy time management T.T
My temper isn't very good and I get mood swings. Haizz
I don't treasure what I have :(

Ok. I'm done. Hahas I feel much better. The pros list is wayyy longer then the cons LALALA.

This shows that I have absolutely no reason to emo! Hahahaha. Whee I'm happy now :D

Shall post a happy post of today later :)

2008-06-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

Have A LOT of pictures (mostly its of me taken by siyin -.- so you can skip those lol)

Picture of the day :D Hahas.

Whee cut up straws. Its really very fun :D And mau, stop saying *that*

Start of pictures of me -.-:

Lalala I'm practicing my turns :)

Turning is fun :D

Hahas resting for a while. Turning is dizzy work. Fell on my butt after turning too much :(

WHEE. Just being high and skipping hahas.

Maur's doing sth and that's my hand you see on her head :D

Unglam shot -.-

I don't know what kind of dance I was doing o.O

I look retarded -.-

Whee I'm resting, Maur's sitting and Siyin's taking pic :D

Hui Qi and Hwee watching. I think Hwee's laughing at me? o.O

Dance again. Seriously, I don't know why I keep doing this move O.O don't rmb doing it.

Stretching! Very comfy doing this :)

I look flexible hahas. Actually this ain't hard la. And I'm quite lousy...

Recovering lol

HAHAHA. -.-

I look happy! Dance makes me happy :D Tying my hair before...

I start stretching again :) I see slight improvement in my side split! :DDD

There's 300 hearts here o.O

108 here :)

I did this V,

Then they added this. But the pict's really nice -.-

Siyin <3s Marcus (not maureen) hahas

Heart shape :)

Cherry!

A heart on my pin :D

Our gifts lalala =)

Me and Siyin's reflection :D

Siyin, Mau, Huien and Me :)

Same old pp lala

Hwee, SiYin, HuiEn, Me, Mau <333s

As the train flew by.... xD

Hwee, me and Si Yin's hands on the mrt pole haha. Look so nice :D

Colourful hearts. Pretty?

Its supposed to look like a 'V' o.O

Hmm thats all. I'm lazy to post details... Maybe 2mr or you can go Mau/Hui En's blog :D

Bye! Shall be back with more pictures of CIP 2mr!

<3

Neoprints :D

2008-06-12T06:57:00.000-07:00

We're all doing V signs with our fingers! V for VANESSA YAY! xD hahaha.

Whee I think this is the nicest neo :) Buddha hahas.

Eli calls this big plain Eunice hahas. Didn't have time to edit this cos Eunice was in a rush and anyhow press lol. I look like I put a lot of eyeliner o.O

Fireworks! BOOM :D

Lala we're all princesses :) And we rock LOL.

Btw this is the first neos I took after I lost my wallet :( At least I have one set now :D

EDS pics of today coming up next!

2008-06-12T06:53:00.001-07:00

Hmmm just briefly blog bout tues and wed here, pictures of wed and today shall come later :D

Tues

Went to watch The chronicles of Narnia, its damn nice :D Heehee. La out of the three guys I think Edmund's the best looking lol.

Hahas for dinner ate macs, then the only table available was right beside the toilet. And the disinfectant/detergent smell was damn strong :( no wonder nobody sit. We didn't want to sit there too cos we saw a dunmanian -.- But I found another table after we got our food :D

Was late for the movie but advertisements were still playing. A lot lor. In the end after movie had to chiong home cos very late already. And it rained right I after I reached home o.O

Hahas its super messy posting, no order at all but the movie was super nice :D hahaha. And scary too. I kept trying to hide my head -.- And touching! They damn brave and cute la (the narnians).

Oh and we didn't finish popcorn :( cos we put on floor then forgot bout it -.- Thats all. Didn't take any pics lala

Wed

Went to party world KTC with Eunice, Elizabeth and Joyce! :D Hahas didn't sing much but its damn nice to sleep. I was sleeping with my butt facing the door then the person came in to give us bill. O.o damn malu hahas. Eunice is very funny with her 'Drives' and "Musics' hahas. Eli got 4 blisters from her new shoe o.O Looks like it hurts a lot :(

On the way home we heard this guy talking to someone whom I assume is his err partner then he was talking bout the other person nvr return his phone calls then dunno what pressurizing lol. ~~Hahas i was try to eavesdrop.~~ Oops xD

Hahas Joyce goes out a lot during the hols, then Eli opposite -.- I'm average!

Baxter is nosy -.-

Shall upload the neos later :)

2008-06-08T23:53:00.000-07:00

Sunday

08/06/08! <3

The first few pictures ain't in chronological order cos they're koped xD

Us linking hands :) Lol I'm scrunching into a ball. Damn cold

11 of us on the travellator, excluding Siyin the camera woman hah.

E.D.S!

Zoom... Hahas

Close up! XD

11 of us squeezed into one row of seats :)

From the other direction LOL

Siyin took this picture of me and XW while i took one of her :D

Gosh, I hav no idea what I was doing -.-

Maureen, me, and Siyin and the toilet door -.- Maureen looks like she's acting demure o.O

Maureen's taking the picture now -.-

Hahas typical retarded siyin xP Wenting's laughing at her xD

My pics. In chronological order ;)

See, I told you SiYin's retarded xD

Heehee I fitted her inside the bars :D

The hearts we made :) cool eh?

My Hot Fudge Sundae! Pretty? :D

My eaten meal :)

I don't know what I was taking too o.O

Hahas siyin took picture of me and XW. See our reflections in the windows? :)

Another one LALALA

XW and me bored on MRT...

I only had 1 hand hahas

TBG!

Artistic eh? Heehee xD

Ummm some dancers on stage.

Two boys. The three figures you see are: 8 year old little boy who can dance well and is seriously damn cute, the emcee/host?, and 12 year old brother of the little boy who's an awesome dancer :D

Some other dancers. Should be O school :)

Flowers with best wishes from Bevan to TBG( I think)

Me and Maureen's shadows that I edited. I know I look super short and fat here, in other words, stubby :(

This is the Beat boxer. Damn cool la. Wonder how pp make all those sounds with their mouth/throats only o.O

All the performers of the day. They were all superb, awesome, fantastic, dope Hahas :D

I'm special! xD Ty Siyin :)

Hahas blogged a lot today, quite tired of it. So shall write them in point form :)

Was late to meet at Tanah Merah cos I kept forgetting things and went back home THRICE to get things
We became a tourist attraction when we sat at some corner and started folding hearts hahas. I did until my neck cramped. And Hui en's legs got very numb.
We wanted to go Popeye but it was very crowded. Then me and Si Yin were leaning over the err railing/table and we saw a couple about to kiss. We quickly retracted and started laughing while retarded maureen didn't realise and still continued leaning over them -.-
Ate at Macs, crapped some and Maureen keep wanting Siyin to take picture of __________ to make ____________. Like there'll be any reaction -.-
And Siyin kept teasing me :( -.-
At expo sat down started collecting money for tickets, Siyin was sitting beside me helping me give out tickets and Nat was just sitting on the other side on me. So Phia called us the got boyfriend bench hahas. Then Kellie sat down and claimed her brother was her bf o.O Hahas.
Ty Mau for running out with me to give Jocelyn and friend tixs.
The music blasted damn loud, if there were pp with heart problems they would most probably would have died from heart attack or over stressing of heart -.-
WCO performance was damn good, but by then the music was already making me wanna puke. Feels quite awful.
Overall the concert dancers were superb, finally made me realised what Bevan meant by our actions weren't big enough for the audience to notice. But I didn't get as high as some of the other audience because street dance is really not my style LOL. For me it was just 'Wow' at some of the really pro dancers, moves, stunts. Hahas lyrical or contemporary would be more interesting to me actually...
Went home with Maureen, Hui En, Xin Wei and Su Mei. I'm the first to alight! :D For once -.-

Thats all. Very tired, shall take a nap now xD I missed my afternoon nap for 3 consecutive days already, missed it a lot -.-

Btw,

I <3 Y3 DANCERS

WE'RE DOPE (-.-) HAHAS :D

2008-06-08T23:24:00.000-07:00

Lalala. The wedding of my cousin :)

Woots. Bubbles. Cool hahas

Bubbles all over the place :D

The bride and groom entering. The bride's super pretty :)

Focus of picture: The pink heartshaped balloon. Lots of it around. Romantic haha.

Umm ignore the white part. Anw, see my cousins playing scissors paper stone? They're damn cute xD

Bride and Groom on the stage.

A bunch of balloon on the ceiling LOL

I wanted to take picture of a really nice arrangement of balloons but my cousins dragged them off from the reception place to their own dinner table -.-

I rmbed last time I was hurrying my parents telling them we'll be super late and there'll be nth to eat and in the end we still had to wait for around half an hour. Hahas this time it's my sis who's doing the hurrying but she herself is the unprepared one lol.

At kembangan MRT concourse saw Justin then both of us got big shock. Saw him smsing me lol. At expo we brisk walked to the restaurant and my feet were killing me. New shoes hurt -.-

The food served at the Bliss sth restaurant was quite lousy, but the woman beside me keep saying I need to eat more and heaped lots of food on my plate -.- And as predicted, I was damn bored. Nth much to say bout it.

The next post will be bout SUNDAY, 8/6/08 <3>

2008-06-07T03:41:00.001-07:00

WHEE! Hahas I'm looking forward to 2mr!

Folding hearts with year 3s dancers at Changi Airport

<3s!

We're gonna fold, talk, then find a nice (posh -.-) place for dinner :) And then off we go to watch a dance concert! Hahas. Its gonna be awesome. Groups from Japan, Korea, Australia etc. Jaw-dropper man. Cannot forget to bring specs! xD.

Hmm back to the present.

LOL my parents bought me a book on how to grow taller -.- Haiz do I really look like I need it? I guess so hahas.

Hmmm going out for wedding dinner of my cousin later, gonna be quite boring for me. Even with the food :( And I can't eat properly too with the wire of my brace stuck in my gum. Sian, I can't even enjoy what I love ~~most~~: Food. Bleagh

Ok during the dinner I shall derive joy from reading my new book -.- and smsing. ~~Or maybe I shall secretly laugh at my cousins.~~ Scratch that hahas.

Byee ;)

Broken Slippers.

2008-06-06T19:43:00.000-07:00

Haiz. Here's to the demise of my beloved ripples slippers :( -.-

Hmmm apparently the quality's not very good, was playing get-the-other-person's-slipper then the strap came out lol. Then tried stapling it back but didn't work cos the staple too short, so in the taped it. But after a while it came out again. So keep retaping and laughing whenever the tape came out hahas xD

Taped too tight and too many times though, until some of the 'skin' peeled -.-

Then cos was in a hurry to go home since my sis was at home (actually she was happily watching tv glad that no one was there to nag at her, but my father wanted me to reach home faster) so after a while of dragging my slipper along the ground I gave up and walked barefooted :)

Wore it back at the MRT, and when reached Kembangan took out again. Then Justin took out his slippers and walked barefooted with me lol. I think we looked damn retarded -.-

Anw, here's a pic of my demised slipper:

Oh well, at least I'll get a new one :)

Filing Day! xD

2008-06-03T03:01:00.000-07:00

I think I got back the urge to blog lol. Anw, today's a slack day which I've dedicated to filing my worksheets that are all over the place (literally) -.-

Hahas took almost the whole day cos I did useless stuff in between too xD

I'm gonna waste my hols away. And do so happily too hahahahas :)

Haiz homework is behind time but I'm not bothered LALALA.

Oh, and I'm determined to rope skip 500 times/day hahas. Forgot how fun it was already. Been a long time since I skipped :) I'll train my flexibility too :D

This is what my heart shaped balloon became after ummm 1 week plus lol.

I'm happy :)))

2008-06-02T02:54:00.000-07:00

Here's some long overdue pics :)

Heart shaped balloon for my birthday which burst soon after this pic >.<

The cake. Hahas.

5 of the May babies =) Me, Vincent, Xiao Rong, Xiao Wei, Jia Hui

My Hawaiian tribal necklace xD Lalala so nice right :D The EDS room key is hidden inside hahas

My purple balloon. Replacement of the red one :)

KaiLi's Birthday present :)

The ugly spastic smile which has rotted teeth LOL

This is so much cuter :)

Pencil case from Stephen :) But its damn AA and bright -.- Gave NA headache hahas.

Fruits for my parents' engagement anniversary :)

Couple bears. So sweet! :D

I gave them the two turtles from terrenganu:)

Freddy in hula costume O.o

So cute xD

EDS board for open house! LALALA we rock!

The EDS err stall? I forgot what you're supposed to call it -.- Oh BOOTH...

Slurpies after lunch :D From left, Xin Wei's, Siyin's and mine :)

Freddy again? xD

BSP camp GROUP 9 JIU2 WU3 ZHI4 ZUN1 !

Hahas Xin Yue looks super pretty here :) Pity Bin ain't here :(

Me and NA. LOL this shows how dark the audi was during the wen yu wan hui xD

Spilled drink. Cool eh the way it spilt LOL

3C pp that went to BSP camp. Oops Jia Hui's not inside -.- Make that 3C girls.

NA, me and Joyce :)))

NA and Me :))

Me and Joyce :)

Vanessa & Vanessa! xD Tan and Chan. Both are Chen2 s xD

Me and Jane :)

Me and Jane again cos I wanted to be on the other side XD

2008-06-01T07:40:00.001-07:00

Today went to TMBS, didn't really like the topic much, a bit scary for me >.< Oh and it was super cold in the room. Was huddling in my jacket lol.

Went to FoodMore to eat lunch with my father, then walked to NAFA for our dance full run. Hahas Min Ai and Lin Jie bought junk food for us to eat while waiting for our turn, which was like 1hr plus into the full run given that we ~~are~~ were the last of the last. Sad they changed us to second last item :(

But anw, we were good, even the teachers said so :)) but it wasn't our best, so 2mr we'll blast them off with our awesome performance even though only 1/2 of us will be able to make it HAHAHA. Sian Min Ai not here then I'll be like first in line and I'll feel retarded again trying not to freak out LOL -.-

Hmmm my sis was super good during her dance, all her solo parts were awesome xD Lalala I'm not biased, she's the lead of her dance and everyone commented that she's super cute :) Even my teacher, who asked me to learn from her -.- lol. HAHA I'M SO PROUD OF HER XD

And because she's so good, during my performance her teacher was like pointing out that I was her sis to other teachers. Pointing! Wa was so shocked all staring at me that I blanked out and forgot my steps -.- Luckily we already practiced so many times so it was sorta natural and I didn't need to think to dance hahas. If not damn embarrassing to stone there. Somemore no one in front for me to copy or to block me -.-

Lol when the full run ended, we were like changing behind the curtain then cos very squeezy and we kept like squealing HAHAS. Very funny esp when BaiLu kajiaoed some of the others XD

Ahh shit. I'm feeling mean -.-

2008-05-31T03:19:00.001-07:00

Ok lets continue. Its quite long and boring though -.-

Sun

Nth much, had lessons as usual at TMBS, then ate lunch with Justin. Lol he waste chicken skin cos got too much fats -.-

Feet length = Length between wrist and elbow. I told ya I'm right but you didn't believe -.- I'm always right xD

Mon

Sorta wasted the whole morning/afternoon away hahas. Then went for NAFA dance training. Was ok too, nth much happened. Oh ya, there was this old man who started singing loudly when he saw me. Freaked me out for a while LOL.

Tues-Thurs

Woke up at 5.30 in the morning to pack for BSP camp, then met NA at Kembangan MRT. We reached very early so we bought some things to eat and basically stoned -.- Then we saw Zi Xuan at the stairs so went over talked to him. I was sliding down the area beside the stairs. Its actually quite fun lor so I kept climbing up and sliding down again hahas. But they saw I no childhood -.- Some year 1s were like planning how to trip/kick me into the bushes. Was quite incredulous when I heard them discussing lol.

Then when Li lao shi was like counting heads I was tired so I sat on the floor. When NA and Joyce asked her if she counted me already she said I caused her to count wrongly and made me do head count for her :(

Well, shall not comment much on the pp in BSP camp. Some things aren't meant to be posted on blog. Cos it'll be a lil offensive >.< Hahas but most of my group members are nice lahs :)

My group:

Bin Bin

Xin Yue

Han Wei

Zuo Kai

Ying Jie

Xian Ning

Amy

Ling Xuan

Chun En

Davy

Facil: WeiSheng

We had like 6 meals per day though, so BSP camp's very fattening lol. Somemore i ate during all the tea breaks and super too xD Ok la the food's not bad. Lectures were quite boring but very educational. If you listened, that is. ~~I was smsing and sleeping through most of it.~~ Oops. Hahas. Sian esp during the last lecture, which didn't seem really well prepared or focused on the topic, WeiSheng kept waking me up. -.- Want to sleep for a while also cannot :( Sometimes i just covering my face with my hoodie also kena tapped -.- LOL he himself slept during the prev lecture then we had to ask other facils whether we could go toilet HAHA.

Games were fun, had the most fun during the wen yu wan hui, running around with friends, screaming and shouting hahas. Everyone was very high, and the breakdancers were damn cool can. I was like awed hahas. I didn't know my facil could dance. Quite well too o.O Pp tried to push me out to dance but I didn't cos i didn't know how to dance to the beat -.-

Oh ya and there's the binx2 and binx4 swimming pool. It was fun niaoing Bin along with the 2D'07 pp :) The song yu herng and Jane made up to niao Bin was really funny hahas. And nice to sing xD

Lol cos sometimes my group a bit like sian sian so I'll run off find NA hahas. Then we'll jump around or talk :)

Talked to Hui Jun a bit too, didn't expect to meet her in the camp. And somehow, she knows bout Justin lol. Then like keep teasing me hahas.

Hahas and every night me, TingYun, ShuXuan and XinYue would stay awake for quite some time just to talk. Ate quite a lot of snacks and sweets for both nights xD Talking is so fun :))

After BSP camp went for lunch with TingYun, NA and Joyce at Paya's KFC. Joyce wonders bout retarded things xD

Fri.

Slacked a lot too, then went for dance. Lucky there wasn't much changes made in the 2 days I missed :) Anw cos of the ballet finale we started dance about late, and after 1/2 an hour of stoning while waiting I was yawning and rubbing my eyes. Zou lao shi saw and asked "Xiang Ying shi4 bu4 shi4 yao4 shui4 jiao4 le?" I nodded then she said I could sleep and that she'll wake me up later xD So nice :D

Lol after I took out my extra sleeve and went to toilet I pinned up my sleeve without putting it through my hand first then Sandra saw and was laughing at me hahahas.

Sat/Today

Morning did a little eeny weeny bit of bio, then went out to eat lunch with my family. We saw my dance friend and her boyfriend eating lunch together then my parents started to NIAO ME about my bf. Omg. I was sooo embarrassed. Then they niao until like very happy also -.- Sian I didn't know parents niaoed children bout stuff like BGR.

Dance was ok, but cos we used the smaller room so no space then I forgot there was a bar then banged right into it while doing actions. Then like all the air come out from my stomach hahas. Second time also cos no space my hands were like shooting out for an action then hit the mirror very hard. Damn pain sia.

Went home, the rain was very heavy then like legs totally wet. I should have worn my sport shoes so the rain could clean it a bit hahas. Its like gray going to black now (actual colour is white -.-).

Oh ya, I'm offended bout STH. -.-

Sian, my smses exceeding liao, must stop for a few days after that 300 smses (excluding other pp) in 4 days -.- Scarcely exceed then my parents cancel plan then die le bleagh.

And,

Happy 15th

Birthday

Cheryl!

(green for tortoise xD)

I'm glad to know you since P2 hahas. So cool we ended up in same class again after like 5 years XD. It was fun talking to you bout *ahem* and relationships during Camp hahs. Jiayous! <3

:)

2008-05-30T20:32:00.001-07:00

Lol I'm losing interest in blogging. Don't know why too hahas. But at request of NA, Cheryl and Mau shall blog sth. -.-

Start from Fri.

Mainly got back report book. G{A's lousy but percentage's still barely ok. Not bad considering i don't hand up work on time and that i don't study lol. Oh ya we celebrated some of the may babies' birthday, including mine :) Got a piece of banana chocolate cake, a red heart shape balloon which burst and got a purple one in replacement xD and a card. I counted, and about half the class niaoed me in my birthday card -.- LOL. and ty kaili for the pig. Though the spastic smile's ugly. Like got rotted teeth -.-

Then slacked around with Cheryl wanting to play ball, but no ball to play hahas. Then joyce got a ball from vballers for us. Played on track for a while, then went to empty court. Stephen and Baxter joined us, then Justin and Qi Qian. QQ kept using his legs, then baxter kept snatching Justin and my balls. And keep hitting out -.-

Went for CCA soon after. After finishing the painting of coconuts trees went for dance. Still ok la, just that the swollen part of my feet hurt a lot when i tip toe >.<

When back with Xin Wei and Eunice, then some of the guys were like being lame. Oh, and my stuff were seriously heavy.

Sat was open house.

Still ok, not a lot of pp came though. And somehow the year 1s didn't follow then network so lots of pp didn't come in EDS shirt, which pissed me off for quite a while lol. The mass dance was quite sian, though a parent said it was good. o.o

After that just slacked at the booth, performed the level item once, went for lunch, made Baxter carry back our ice for us lol. Which reminds me bout the basketballers' item. I'm sorry I still laughed in the end. But not at you la lol. Stephen forgot the sequence of his steps -.- Then the ball bounced away and he had to go catch. Then he started laughing and almost squatting down during the performance. Damn funny la.

Went for lunch with XW and SiYin, talking bout the same old topic we three always talk about hahas. Its like nvr exhaustive xD

Bouught slurpees and ice, and made baxter carry back the ice lol. Took a nap in the Dance room, then danced a bit. It was super fun to dance all the dances we learned (those that we could rmb anw) :)

After open house went for dance, thanks for walking me to dance <3 Dance wasn't too great, but not as bad as i thought, though err screwed up some part. In front of the parents >.< Lol.

Was damn tired after dance, but perked up when we had ice cream after dinner LOL. Hahahs i love food LALALA xD

Shall post this belated post first, then update somemore later :)

P.S. Mau, you did a great job for open house, and took the job when no one else wanted to :) You didn't screw up so don't get stressed over this kinda things. You did your best and thats that. I seriously doubt anyone could have done better :) Sorry for not helping out more >.< And yea,

I LOVE MAU LOTS <3

hahas.

2008-05-22T07:34:00.001-07:00

Hello :) haven't blogged for few days, don't feel much like blogging too cos no time. Been really busy and will continue to be for a while..

Anw today was normal day but had Maths test which i screwed cos my brain wasn't working -.- Nvm confirm will fail so will be prepared for it.

Health check was quite fun, just that my left back muscle apparently got bigger. Karis one also. Maybe cos we're dancers... o.O

LA film plot was damn screwed at first, then Mdm Ilyana helped us go through it and now we have a nice plot :) I think. I just hope we can do what we pictured out. ZiXuan 'acting' out of some of the scenes are damn funny la hahas xD And Mdm Ilyana's a damn nice teacher <3

EDS meeting to do open house stuff was quite fun too, wore the grass skirt for like few hours. Making the skirts was fun too but apparently not very successful since some pp think they look like seaweed -.- Went home with Maureen and SiYin. Some embarrassing stuff happened on way to MRT lol. Had quite a lot of fun reminiscing about the good ol primary school days hahas. :)

Hmmm 2mr's gonna be a slack day I think. Thats all

My presents xD

2008-05-16T19:16:00.000-07:00

Hahas I took pictures of all my presents so far. :)

Bear :)) So CUTE xD

Pig (yea I have 4 now)

Keychain :) The above three from Justin :D

My sis insisted on me taking picture of my 2 soft toys and hers -.- Hahahs

Billabong bag :) Used it for level camp

Muji pens of 6 diff colours :) Just when I ran out of pens too xD

The above 2 from Elizabeth, Karis, Eunice, Joyce, Yi Hui, Cheryl, Li Ying, Zi Xuan :)

Turtle from Hwee Tze :)

MINT chocolate and keychain from Xin Wei. She rmbed I like mint hahahs. :D

Necklace from SiYin ~~and Marcus~~. (EDITED Hahas Karis played a prank) the pict's a bit blur though.. But its damn cool :)

Bookmark, Pen and bee keychain from Nien An :)

Monster from Baxter -.- It rhymes...

The other side of the monster that everyone says looks like me. It has my SPASTIC smile and is the colour of my jacket lol...

Yep, LOVE ALL THE PRESENTS!!! :) Lalala. Thank you pp for the birthday wishes in person, at midnight, via sms, on msn and the presents :) I'm giving you pp my spastic smile now hahhas.

XD

2008-05-11T06:08:00.001-07:00

Today went out with Eli, Nien An, Cheryl, Li Ying :) Joyce joined us later. All of us bought the same cute shirt for level camp xD And they got me a nice billabong bag, but they tricked me by giving me Eli's bag lol. I was super scared la, they keep looking at me and laughing. Didn't suspect much, just that the bag looked a bit yellow lol.

Oh, and inside the bag was 6 muji pens =) And i was scared it was sth like what they got for Eunice or Karis hahas. Thanks to Eli, Cheryl, Li Ying, Joyce, Zi Xuan, Eunice Tan, Yi Hui, Karis for the bag and pens. Love the pressies xD Lalala.

NA got me a pen, bookmark and a bee! ;) hahas very cute. This year I like all my presents very much, not that i didn't like previous years ones :)

Skip skip some parts, cos I don't have time. Me, Cheryl and Nien An went to Art Friends to get lots of stuff, it isn't very expensive but its gonna take a lot of patience zzz. And i don't have much patience. I sacrificing my sleep -.- Think me and Cheryl will probably be cursing in the nights hahhas, esp me xD I hope it turns out ok...

On the way home some funny things happened, then became quite pervertic hahas. Lol damn funny la. Li Ying started it, then Eli went to emphasis on it -.-

Thats like sort of all, shall upload pictures of my presents after level camp :)

Heehee I'm 15! :)

2008-05-10T19:19:00.001-07:00

This is the 200th post, and coincidentally the post on my birthday XD! hahas.

Hmmm in the morning went to eat prata with my family, the prata's nice, but apparently i ate too much so almost vomited after it lol. Went for a walk with my family around the 'track' at the big field near kembangan mrt, the air's fresh and nice :)

Went home and mainly slacked, watched dance video to make me recall steps, and had a nap lol.

Went for dance, slacked the first hour or so as she was polishing the steps of the finale, then did A LOT of exercises -.- 10 bridges, countless kicks... Wa kick until my leg aching -.- then did some normal routines, and i'm happy to say that yesterday SHE DIDN'T SCOLD ME AT ALL!!! hahas. She only said a 'hello?' when i started off with wrong hand :))

Lalala this year's birthday's wonderful :)

2008-05-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

Just some pictures, haven't been taking much of them recently.

Lol it looks weird from the front view.

Yep it looks more like a turtle now right? Made by Jamela, displayed by Cheryl LOL.

Yesterday's while playing basketball a ball got stuck at the rim, then another ball was thrown and it got stuck too -.- The vball coach got both down for us.

Lol. The balloon was perfectly oval at first, then my sis and mum were like hitting it around until its shape became like this -.-

When it burst o.O the shape's damn weird -.-

2008-05-09T22:38:00.001-07:00

Hmm lets blog. This is a VERY long post.

Yesterday started off quite fun. In the morning didn't get to sleep, talked too much -.- In class before school Yi Hui was sleeping, then suddenly she turned around and wished me happy birthday HAHAS. She thought it was yesterday lol.

Assembly was super hot, sweated a lot cos had lots of announcements, then had LA lecture after that, so it was super cold in the LT, especially with damp shirt bleagh. Mr. Harris talked about some background history stuff for half the lesson, and while everyone was busy copying just in case he anyhow asks questions, me and Eli were slacking cos we didn't see the point in copying anything he said. Won't even help us for exams. Well even if I wanted to copy I couldn't cos I can't even understand half of what he's saying -.- Elizabeth kept laughing at the parts about Queen Elizabeth lol.

After LA lecture was trying to walk backwards up the stairs cos talking to pp, then I tripped over the stairs twice, once landing on my butt -.- I seem to like falling on my butt hahhas. But really, the butt's the fleshiest so not so pain xD

History we spent some time doing source based, then watched this documentary about North Korea. At one part NA lied on my shoulder, and then I leaned against her head for a while. When wanted to get up I realized that my hair got kiaped by her clip lol and my head was stuck at her head. It was damn funny la, and scary for a moment hahas.

The gymnastics in the documentary were nice, then some parts were funny, but Yi Hui found the whole thing damn amusing, then she kept laughing. After the whole thing she still didn't stop laughing then don’t know why I started laughing very hard too. For about 5 plus minutes we laughed nonstop, until tears were rolling down -.-

Bio was quite slack; she gave us things to eat. LOL me and NA took the corn chocolate, which was very nice :) Vincent was grumbling cos he wanted ours hahas.

Recess me and Yi Hui laughed some more hahas.

Maths was ok, nth much to it. Didn't listen much to the end, cos started trying to cram all Chem stuff into my head -.-

Chem. went through some of the preparation methods before we had the test. ~~Haizz I always say I want to cheat then end up don't dare or don't want -.-~~ It wasn't that hard, though I wasted a lot of time and correction tape deciding between carbonate and granules. -.- at that word you can see one lump of correction tape lol.

After Chem went for lunch, then slacked around at the bench at the bball courts. Cos I wanted to play vball, so was telling NA to get the ball from Brendan since she knows him, and I was sort of joking, but then she went to tell him I wanted to play vball with him -.- It was so embarrassing la, evil NA. Lucky I was standing on the bench facing away, so I could hide my mortification and smack NA's head at the same time.

Then sat in between Eli and NA and talked for a while, was telling them about my birthday and they kept ignoring the "noise" Bleagh, so mean hahas.

Went to watch the guys have interclass after that. At first it was ok, then Vincent tackled/got tackled then fell down and fractured his hand! :(( Sad sia. Couldn't tell it was that serious at first, then like everytime got update about his injury it seemed to get worse >.< And its his birthday today, and level camp next week. Level camp wouldn't be the same without him :( 3C's not full strength anymore... And I can't celebrate birthday with him on bus. Bleagh. Rest more and get well soon! Hope to see you latest by week 10. :) Haizz

After watching the guys play for a bit more than half time we went watch the girls interclass, it’s damn sad that we can't play anymore.

After interclass me and Eli and NA went to play some bball, with the F class pp plus Ella. Then err Dyllis?, Jia Hui and 2 other pp joined. Eli left after a while for Germany talk, I continued playing. And during the whole game, I didn't score at all. Maybe cos I didn't aim much, but my accuracy still sucks. Somehow kicked my toe on the floor then it hurt so I was like shaking it around then kicked it on the floor again >.< Wa damn pain. Left toe. Now both my big toenails have purple bruises inside them ouch. And jammed my left fourth finger AGAIN for the 3rd time. Think my left side injury prone -.-

Went home with Eli, somehow we unluckily met up with the group of guys. Then they were in front of us and walk damn slow, but found it very weird to overtake. In the end we took a train earlier than them but the next train apparently came very fast lol.

That's all for yesterday, today's MY BIRTHDAY, and I shall blog about it later tonight or 2mr :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCENT! =)

GET WELL SOON OK! :))

DAMNNNN

2008-05-08T06:19:00.001-07:00

Really, I think i'm damn unlucky. Stupid la. I got like FOUR 69s, which means four very high Bs, which means that if i add a little here and there I can actually get GPA of 3.6, but that now cos i'm damn unlucky i only get 3.07. What kind of shit is this.

At first i thought it was bad enough, then today instead of telling mr kwek i don't want my marks i said i don't mind knowing, and he said:

"Two unlucky Bs. Very unlucky"

"The one whose the most unlucky"

"差一点 A nine and a nine."

GRRR. History after my calculations is 69.1, which is very probably correct. Like bout 95% at least. Chemistry, cos of bloody chem prac pulled my A down, so if tests percentage are like 20% or 30%, i'll get 69.sth. STUUUPIDDD. Can't believe my luck. If it was mdm illyana maybe she could do some magic to my marks but she's not one of the teachers whose subject i got 69. Really, I hate the number 69 now. Sucks man.

Yea, to those who know bout it, yep i got my at-least 3 GPA. But now its not so much about for that anymore, its more for myself.

Thanks to those who sympathised, it really helped and to those who tried to console me when i cried again (i know i've been crying quite a lot lately) >.< And, to the one who asked me to go bang my head on the wall, i'd much rather bang YOURS, thank you very much. ~~Idiot.~~

But really, If i was those that cared about results A LOT or worked very hard and got what i got, OR really really depressed, I think i would go kill myself/slash my wrists. -.- Obviously i won't do that though, cos i'm scared LOL. I don't have much right to complain anw, given that i didn't study. But i'm still bloody unlucky.

But on the bright side, there's sth i'm very happy about. It happened yesterday but forgot to mention. I love my IDMI group! Hahas. My fabulous group consists of Cheryl, Karis, Isabella and Alex xD Somemore we're in charge of finance and i think it shouldn't be too hard :) Though you all sabo-ed me for group leader i still love my group hahas =)

Think thats all, and thanks to the pp who helped me in the chionging of bio concept map yesterday, <3 my class :)

Got my passport today, not as bad as i thought, don't look too ugly hahas. The card's so cool! And i can use my thumbprint next time lalala.

p.s. Mdm Illyana's really cute and nice :))

p.s.s. NA, get better soon! Don't get sick so easily k? :)

p.s.s.s. My birthday's coming! In 2 days... xD

2008-05-07T03:23:00.001-07:00

Argh, my results are like damn lousy. I shall cease blogging so much lol. Spending too much time on com. I think I'm going crazy, laughing over small things then not being able to stop. Have to buck up to pull results up, especially when pp around me are improving like siao. Damn depressing zzz.

Things that will help improve grades:

Stop using the com so much. Radiation is harmful -.-
Don't talk online unless really free or necessary. It distracts you from your work
Sleep earlier and not take afternoon naps anymore. Waste of time
Concentrate in class. Try to absorb as much as possible
Not sms so much. Radiation -.-
Do homework ASAP. Don't leave it till the last day and do sloppy work.
Eat healthily so won't get sick? LOL
Don't eat in class anymore. Distraction
File my things so easier to find stuff.
Don't talk so much in class. If not affect others too.
Stop laughing so much.
Stop blogging so much.
Don't think too much about anything
Do only relevant stuff. Don't waste time on useless stuff.
Keep table clean so won't misplace things and waste time finding them
~~I might as well go kill myself.~~

Argh the list is damn long. Can still think of a lot more but its damn depressing. Bleagh. I hate high Bs. Might as well get a low B then the extra marks pull other subjects to A. Stupid. GPA is disadvantageous to me. But then, my percentage's lousy too...

BLEAGH

2008-05-04T04:18:00.001-07:00

SE concert.

Me and NA =)

Kaili looks weird hahas.

EDS NIGHT 08! <3s

In the toilet with our roses from Bevan! =) He rocks xD

All for one goal. LOL?

Yi Hui and me =)

Roseline and me :)

Flowers from Jane, Nyein, Nien An & Cheryl (sorry I didn't put in your name...), Eli, Joyce, Bevan, Charlotte =) And ummm Jia Teck gave the one in purple wrapper to Vanessa Chan but cos of blur Si Yin it ended up with me -.-

Bouquet from Justin hahas :)) Thanks lot =)

Notes from EDS dancers. I'm so sorry I didn't write any. >.< Thank you pp! Love you all :)

Titbits from EDS dancers too. <3

All notes and titbits. From ummm Maureen, Hui En, Si Yin, Yi Hui, So Phia, Elaine, Samantha, Anthea, Li Mei, Angelina, Yue Huan, Roseline. I'm so sorry if i missed out anyone. Cos my memory's lousy... Love you pp. I'll miss the seniors when they're gone..

Lalala everything together

I love the bouquet wrapper design hahas xD

Err I have limited pictures of the concert itself. Will upload more when I get the pictures from other pp (and when i have time)

ACE project.

2008-05-04T04:18:00.000-07:00

Part of my lunch xD

The potato's purple... see the smiley face?

Alex massaging Vincent?

-.-

Alex's waving atop Vincent...

Shi Mei warding off blanket?

Totally smothered lol.

Hahas revenge for her. She looks happy don't she?

Err Vincent being beaten by Shi Mei for being irritating.

Alex looks like he's crying.

Really right? -.-

ACE project/ SE concert/ EDS night.

2008-05-04T03:43:00.001-07:00

The past few days passed very quickly and were one of the happiest hahahs.

Thurs mainly did ACE project at Vincent's house, didn't do much cos my part was the conclusion, so slept a lot. Had some fun, but always got ka jiaoed by pp when i sleep. I put my jacket hoodie over my face and alex tried to scare me by hovering his hand over my face. But i could see through my jacket so when i reached out and whacked his hand away he got a shock lol -.-

Vincent tried my jacket and he looks damn gay in it. Shi Mei and Alex were like playing with Vincent's blanket, throwing it over one another. Then me and Shi Mei were watching Ms United States (i think) and the winner was some *ahem* chimpanzee. -.-

I think you're acting too familiar... I AM attached after all.

Fri puked during recess after i ate wedges and milo. Was released early for EDS rehearsal, somehow i got another injury on my foot then was banned from dancing zzz. Thanks for all your concern but I really was ok hahas. In the end they made me sit on a chair and not move unless i was ready to face the dire consequences lol. Den like once i stood up and dance someone would somehow turn behind and scold me. They even asked the sec 1s to make sure I didn't move around o.O Oh, and we got dance tee! hahas thank you to Yue Huan and its really nice :)

Anw, after Vanessa Phang's err touching up with our dance steps me, wenting and her took a cab to the concerts we were watching. Sorry for making you late for the concert after the cab had to like detour into city hall's traffic but thank you very much. And thanks to Nien An, Cheryl, Shou Yi and Jia Xun for waiting outside VCH for me and providing me with dinner. I'm glad to have you as friends =)

During intermission got teased quite a lot lol. Wanted to sink into my seat.

The concert was very nice, sorry if i showed disrespect by eating fries but i was really hungry -.- Kaili's solo was good, just that he looked A BIT weird with his shaking of body/head to the music. And karis's so beautiful! xD NA especially was going crazy over her hahas. Subin did well too =)

After concert went home with Justin, Nien An, Cheryl and Jia Xun (who got off at lavendar xD), thanks to Justin for holding my heavy plastic bag for the whole trip home lol =)

Yesterday/Sat/03-05-2008 was EDS NIGHT 2008! hahas there's lots of things to talk bout, i won't be able to finish saying everything or thanking everybody for what they did. (it'll not be in exact chronological order cos i'll just write what i rmb.

Met up with Maur in the morning at 7 at lavendar, but was fifteen minutes late cos had to do something to my bandage -.- sorry.

We met Hui en at Toa Payoh then we went for breakfast. After breakfast went to the auditorium, then had some run throughs and stuff. My leg injuriy's scab peeled when i dragged my foot across the floor, so i pasted some tape over it xD I thought i was smart until I realised after a while that my tape got stuck to the scab and i couldn't peel it out without peeling my scab off -.- so i just pasted more tape lol.

Talking about injuries, my knee wound was like oozing out fluid until it soaked through my three layers of bandage. eww. Then after i danced the layer of 'skin' that was supposed to be scabbing peeled off. disgusting.

My shoes were too good, had too much friction so couldn't turn properly, had to jump to turn, so i put some tape on it to lessen the friction for the afternoon show, but apparently i put too much cos i was slipping through the whole of the dance, couldn't keep my balance. Lousy me cried backstage when it was my own fault. Xin Wei sprained her ankle. Luckily its not very serious. Hope your ankle's OK! She's really brave for dancing with injured leg.

Thanks for cheering me up. Yep apparently you can cheer pp up contary to my beliefs xD

And thanks to Justin, Jane, Hwee Tze, Miao Miao, Yun Zhen, NA for smsing me their good lucks =)

Between the afternoon and night show we had some sort of chat with the graduated-from-EDS seniors on the stairs and where Tze Lin was going on and on about Yue Huan's boyfriend hahas. Got teased by the seniors. I have no idea how they know... News really spread fast. A bit scary.

For the night show all of us were really nervous, jumping around and stuff. Si Yin, take care of yourself! Vomitting ~~is a sign of pregnancy~~ everytime you get nervous is not good for your health :(

Mass dance was ok, was still a little unstable. And stephen says i have a spastic smile -.- whatever lol.

Level dance still slipped a little, but was quite ok. Hair was a bit messy lol.

Hmmm intermission we went out though at first we weren't supposed to. thanks for all the flowers, titbits, card and all the moral support =) shall be more specific in my thanks in the next post complete with pictures lol.

When the year 4s started dancing we went out into the auditorium to sit down by the stairs. Fairytrail was funny and some audience was like shouting 'Use me' when the actors said they needed a replacement. LOL. Didn't get to watch encore cos we had to go back stage. But we saw it during the afternoon one anw =)

When the concert ended went for supper with Maur and Hui en after a lot of discussion and changing between EDS pp and classmates. Ate burger king, me and maureen shared fries and i got a hershey pie =) Hahahs, thanks to dad and mum for bringing my big bottle and heavy bag home. It's a little retarded of me but I couldn't bear to part with my flowers so i brought them along for supper hahas xD

Reached home and read all the cards, arranged flowers nicely and stuff before I started removing make up. Got scolded for my mum about that -.- And i realised that all my cards from the year 3 dancers all mention something in common other then the usual good luck, do your best etc -.- LOL

Oh well, after yesterday my parents found out. It was quite obvious actually. And luckily for me, they weren't like shocked beyond words or had any big objections. All they said was that I had to get my priorities right and to know my limits and not to neglect studies. Aiya its just what parents normally say when they don't object lol.

Thats all for this post. Pictures will come later =)

2008-04-30T08:08:00.000-07:00

Our Year3 Eds dance drinks hahas =) Jiayous for EDS pp, and take care! :)

Mdm Sau's cake

She's thinking of how to cut the cake...

Still thinking...
p/s She's a really bad cake cutter. Really xD

The cake's looks so nice right. Its nice to eat too heehee.

Her simple but full of sincerity birthday card :D

>.<

2008-04-30T07:49:00.001-07:00

I don't feel much like updating. Today was a bad day. Sort of, especially the afternoon. Lots of things to talk bout, maybe will say them some other time.

We celebrated Mdm sau's birthday today, I ate quite a lot xD Could tell that she was very happy :) She's so cute hahas =))

Today these two childish juniors were playing with their bowls of like soup, trying to knock each other's plates then like swerving to avoid each other and one of them just knocked into me and spilt her tom yam soup or whatever all over my right side. Damn la, really wanted to spew vulgarities at them. And all they did was 'oops' and 'oh shit'. WTH la. was frickin' pissed offed.

And I fell down during bball interclass training. Got like one thumb size scab zzz. Was disappointed in myself for not resisting the temptation to play and got quite emo for a while lol. Now i'm trying to think of ways to make it heal asap, in time for EDS night THREE days away. I'm scared i can't slide on the floor... Sorry in advance if I screw up EDS night.

Oh ya, today Bevan played basketball with Justin, Shi Kai and Dillon. -.- Quite funny lol. Bevan looks like he's dancing hahas. He's not bad la, better then I expected. Anw even if his basketball lose a little he'll own others in dance xD Bevan's cool. Justin was quite lousy esp at the start, then don't know the standard of the other 2.

Oh, and I like my tongzhuos :) NA especially nice, and we can communicate quite well and we have fun in and out of lessons, and though I'm sure I'll burst a blood vessel one day cos of Vincent, he's still QUITE nice. Hahas. Ty bout the concept map thingy :)

2008-04-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hahas the pictures are mostly of experiments. Don't know why, I'm just fascinated with experiments.

Fire! xD

Disgusting bubbles

Crystallizing...

Bubbles? o.O

My experiment. I think. Or is it Eli's or Joyce's? o.O

Negative sample one -.- Btw, it belongs to me..

Negative sample 2, either Joyce or ShiMei's

Negative sample 3, also either Joyce's or ShiMei's. We're the three neagtive according to someone who's damn mean.

Apparently this is how it should look like -.-

But mine and Joyce's (respectively) ended up like this -.-

The 10 star alliance lol.

Bio Experiment! :) looks so nice. I inserted the one with the three colours lol.

Our cut out pieces of agar. Me and Zi Xuan's hands hahas.

Today:

Lol. FYI, Vanita is not my sister -.-

HAHA.

Retarded girl lol. What she's thinkin bout?

-.- Kellie pulled the skirt. Now its crooked hahas.

Nice eh? Took this from my house corridor...

Beyootiful xD

In a different lighting:

EDS

2008-04-27T05:33:00.001-07:00

Hello :)

Haven't been blogging as much as usual this week, maybe cos its been a busy week with projects, test and EDS night coming up.

6 more days left. Time passes really fast, it seemed like only yesterday when EDS night was months away. I hope the concert's a success. :)

After dance yesterday, 8 of us(dancers) went to paya lebar this fashion to have a look at costumes. Had a lot of fun, Si Yin's super retarded and funny hahas. She believed Xin Wei when she told her that she was supposed to get off at bedok instead of paya lebar since she had to get sth and almost didn't got off the train. Then XW tricked her again and told her she had to go to Eunos to get hairspray. -.- We were all laughing like mad at her. And she's super clumsy when she changes hahas.

Went for dance, got scolded lots for my rapidly deproving flexibilty. Oh shit. damn stressed for chinese dance now.

Today went to get our costumes too, Si Yin went to the wrong this fashion outlet -.-

Ate lunch at KFC, there was this woman who gave us really poor service, but i think she's a little mental rather then AP. Oh well, something i said made Si Yin choke on her food and gasp for breath. Super funny. I was just answering your question what lol. Apparently i ate until super unglam cos i just stuffed my piece of meltz straight into my mouth -.- And i dropped my food when I felt vibration. its shocking lor.

Went back to city plaza to get our pants. There was a $20 one but wasn't very nice so we got the $28 one. Got headache tryin to figure out the sizes. Getting shirts were a problem too cos we didn't know how the shirts would fit for the people not present... Well, got everything in the end. Me and hwee chian were like bobbing up and down to the music hahas.

Oh, and we were super retarded in KFC when we went there again for Hui En's lunch. Which reminds me that Hui En looks super pretty after she went for make up lesson :) But she's horny lol. Poke here poke there -.- For me, the total cost i spent for EDS night costumes was:

$(11.50+28+13.50+9)= $62

Thats a lot. Almost twice of last year -.- But at least all of them can be worn out :) And Thank You mummy&daddy for sponsoring me hahas.

This year, it seems like the whole EDS dance year3s got closer and we go out together instead of being as clique-ly as last year. Its like we're almost always full attendance and we can connect more :) Even though this year's costumes had more complications, at least all of us could compromise some. I'm glad we've bonded =))

I LOVE ALL OF YOU/US! Hahas. Lets rock the house down during EDS night :D

Will upload some pictures later.

2008-04-24T06:54:00.001-07:00

~~Short one today. I think.~~

Bio test was ok. Not that hard, but have some mistakes already.

During ACE laughed with Joyce A LOT. Mostly at Vincent. See him then we both start laughing xD and ZX was really blunt.

Maths was ummm a little pissifying. Isabella's damn brave la, I wouldn't ever dare to do that.

Chem viva was super sucky. Sat there stunned for quite a few questions... Then everytime answer no link one. Keep forgetting the question so keep asking her repeat >.< That short period of time happened a lot of bad things, got super freaked out.

'Studied' chem in gym for a while, then went out wanting to play ball. At first thought courts were free, then in the end all full -.- so wasted like 40 mins just bouncing the ball and waiting. Playing was quite fun, did some shooting and lay up. Then went home with Eli after eating the chocolate milkcurd thing :)

Busy.

2008-04-23T05:43:00.001-07:00

Have seriously no time to blog these past few days, damn busy. Maybe i'll update 2mr =) This is a stressful week -.-

2008-04-20T04:37:00.001-07:00

Warning: This is a very boring post as usual.

Weekends are actually quite boring. I like school days, though that might seem a bit weird. But though there's like tests and assignments and unpleasant things that happen, its so much more fun, more things are happening and i don't die of boredom (even if I do at least someone or usually the whole class is dying with me) -.-

Dance sort of dominated my whole saturday, even though i wasn't constantly dancing, everything i did had something to do with dance. The travelling time was quite a waste too. Fyi, its normal to sleep a lot but still be a light sleeper. I do NOT sleep like pig. So offensive.

EDS was ok, i think we got a little neater but not neat enough, level dance is almost completed, but we started like 40min late? And to say the truth, I feel that the dance is a little too short... Well, there's nth to be done about it now that EDS night is less then 2 weeks away... Its amazing how time flies really. And scary. I hope EDS night is a success, for us, the audience aiya basically everyone.

NAFA dance was normal. I seem to be deproving steadily. Shit. I can't imagine what kind of grade i'll get if this continues. If I don't do well for this last grade then I'll have wasted 11 years of dance. Its stressful if you think of it this way ><

I don't know why, but it seems like I've been thinking a lot more then usual nowadays. And its usually pessimistic stuff. And my temper's worse i guess. Sorry to those whom i flared up at.

Well there's some other stuff on my mind, but I can't really put it into words without feeling too exposed -.- Maybe I should get a personal diary like Mau. But I don't like writing lol.

P.S. CMAP is a really good place for you to waste time. xD

2008-04-18T06:47:00.001-07:00

Haven't posted in the past few days cos were really busy with assignments, projects and tests. Well there's only a bio test next week =) Hmm I think these few days quite heng la. Though yesterday night got super stressed and frantic but managed to postpone the presentations :)

Got back chinese test today, quite pleased with my results xD 59/70. Not bad for me. YiHui is really retarded. And there was a bee in class today. Damn big la, scared me out of my wits and all the screaming pissed Mdm Sau off o.O

LA lecture cried a bit during the touching scenes, history watched video too but this time just kept covering my head with my jacket during the violent scenes. History is REALLY violent..

Chem was ok la. Oh ya and maths test was screwed zzz.

Rmbed sth.I found a coin inside my drink. EEW. Don't want to imagine how dirty it is...

I like teasing NA =) Its really fun to talk to her :) Don't know why though, me and Vincent can talk quite a lot, but not without arguing. Then always argue over NA -.- Maybe cos we were born on same day o.O

Found out sth today, guess I wasn't too surprised about it as others were. Sort of knew all along. But didn't really know the extent until now. I'm not the only one affected it seems. Don't understand why things have to be like this. But this issue sort of made me forget my other unhappy stuff...

Eli sprained her ankle again! OMG how are we going to play for interclass. We shouldn't even be seeded without Eli. Damn. And I really wanted to win for some personal reason.

I think our class has some issues that has to be solved. But I guess no one is willing to be the one. I mean we know what's right, but who's gonna do it? I feel quite apologetic towards you. I know I've been quite mean sometimes...

2008-04-15T05:29:00.001-07:00

I think I lost a bit of the urge to blog so much. Or rather maybe I don't really feel so much like broadcasting everything...

Chem was sian, HCL normal, some parts funny, Maths ummm passed fast, History traumatizing, cried a bit >.< Can't believe pp can be so violent. Bio I emoed a bit then ya, normal la.

I like my table partners a lot actually =) We're fun pp. Me especially xD Heehee.

Had BSP, quite interesting but I still slept. Until my elbow got this table mark that was swollen o.O

Interclass bball prac was a little hard at first, cannot do the lay up or out or whatever its called thingy running. Keep reaching the place to jump but then wrong so laughed a lot. Hahas me and NA found a very effective way to 'motivate' each other xD. Its really works hahas. Went home with her after practising. Bball quite fun la. But I think I'll stick to dance. :)

Anw, we've drawn lots and the girls are playing bball against K and I. We're seeded =) The guys combining with A&L to play against K and D. Playing with K for both. Fyi, we're better ok. We'll win just to show you up xP. Pp we must jiayous k? :D